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I moved out and moved into an apartment. I was alone. It was different. I havent lived on my own. After I moved out of my parents, me and vinnie immediately moved in with each other.
I cried myself to sleep for 6 months. I questioned why he did this. I wanted answers. I didn't post on social media for six months. He did. Well he was famous. I guess you could say he had too, but I never did.
Everyone was happy that we broke up. His fans thought they had a chance with him now.
present
It's been 2 years. I've healed. It was definitely hard trying to live without vinnie, but I did it. Sometimes I wonder how he's doing. If he's dating anyone or that girl. I know I'm not. I haven't talked to any guys.
Tonight, I was going to a party. It was an old friend from highschool. I put on a black dress and put on 2 inch black heels. I arrived at the party.
my eyes wanted to look for someone else, but I wanted to look for my friend. After looking for 15 minutes, I couldn't find my friend. As I was about to text her, I see someone sitting at the bar. He looked like.. vinnie? I walked away.
I called my friend, and she said she was on her way. When I turned around to go back inside.. I saw vinnie walking towards me. "y/n.." he looked down at me.
"vinnie.. what are you doing here?" i pretended like I didn't even know he was here. "I wanted to talk to you.." "did you know I was here?"
"no.. I just saw you and wanted to talk to you.." he looks miserable. Like he hasn't slept. And like he's been crying. "Okay. talk." I honestly didn't want to hear it. But I'll give him a chance.
"It was a mistake.. she told me that I had to sleep with her or she would've spread nasty rumors about you and i didn't want that.. I wanted to protect you." I was shocked. I just walked away but he began to follow me. I turned around, "don't follow me." I said sternly. I ran to the nearest bathroom in the house and cried. Why couldn't he just tell me that?
I looked in the mirror. "you're gonna be okay." I told myself over and over. The tears stopped running down my face.. I need to talk to him. I got out of the bathroom and grabbed my phone. I tried to look for him but couldn't find him. That's when i saw him at the bar. Some woman was hitting on him. She couldn't keep her hands off of him but he kept pushing her away but she wouldn't budge.
I walked over to them, putting my arm around him and sitting on his lap. "im his girlfriend." I smiled at her. She looked at him, and his arm that was around my waist holding me close. How I missed his touch. His smell. His voice. Everything. She took her drink and walked somewhere else.
His arm slipped off my waist, but my other arm went around his neck. Once he realized what I was doing, his arms slowly slid back around my waist. "Hold me tight." I whispered in his ear. One arm pulled my legs closer to his waist, and he immediately wrapped his other arm around me. People were too drunk to notice.
"take me to your place?" my eyes softened when they met his. a soft smile grew across his face. He grabbed my keys and helped me in my car. "what about your car?" "i'll get it tomorrow." he spoke softly. he adjusted the seat to his liking. "why are you so close to the steering wheel?" he chuckled. "im short.. not all of us have long legs." i giggled. he started the car and we drove to his place.
we arrived and headed inside. I stood at his door. I was afraid to go any further.. I don't know why. Until i saw a picture of us on the kitchen counter. "hey.. what's this..?" i walked over and picked up a polaroid of us. "hmm.. I like this picture of us." I admitted. He chuckled and grabbed my hand taking me to his room. "I'll be right back." He gave me a comforting smile. He went into the bathroom, and started the shower.
I went into his closet, and picked out my favorite shirt that he had. I removed my heels, and slid my dress off my shoulders and it went down to my ankles. I set the dress to the side and slipped his shirt over my head. It fell to the middle of my thighs. I was only in my underwear. He came out right when i was done. He chuckled and came over to me. I began to pick at the fabric of his shirt, afraid he might not like it anymore.
"you have no idea how much i love it when you wear my clothes." He kissed my forehead. my body had relaxed. He took my hand and took me to the bathroom. He grabbed my waist, and set me on the counter. He grabbed a cloth and wet it with warm water. he then began to remove my lashes, and started taking off all the foundation.
"baby.." he spoke softly. "hm..?" i replied, looking into his beautiful eyes. "you never wear makeup.. why tonight?" he was now on the other side of my face removing my makeup still. "I just wanted to feel pretty tonight.." i replied honestly. It was true. I haven't work makeup since I was 15 snd it was just for fun. "my love.. you always look pretty. with and without makeup." he assured me.
he was now removing my lipstick. he pecked my lips shortly after. My arms went around his neck, and he picked me up, my legs around his waist. "come on.. let's go to bed.." he laid me on his side and jumped over me making me giggle. He pulled me close, and moved my hair off my shoulder and it fell down my back. "you know.. it was never my intention to hurt you.." he looked upset still.
"I know, vinnie." I spoke softly with a soft smile too, as I ran my fingers through his hair. "thank you for protecting me." he kissed me and pulled me even closer to him. And with that, we both fell asleep.
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- ummmm I get to see aidan bissett for the second time in october 🥹
