- sad content?
- but wholesome too?
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I did my nighttime routine, and vinnie was already in bed. He's adorable. I'm so lucky. He was impatiently waiting for me to join him.
I put on a long shirt and my sleep shorts, crawling into bed with him. I laid on the edge of the bed, facing him. Leaving enough room for two more people in the bed. That's how far I distanced myself in the bed.
"Why are you over there? Sleep in my arms." He stated. "You want to cuddle?" I sunk into the mattress. "Why wouldn't I? Come here" he pulled me to the middle of the bed and wrapped his arms around me. My face buried in his chest.
Josh never liked to cuddle. I exhaled deeply, and closed my eyes but I wasn't asleep just yet. Vinnie thought I was asleep.
"I love you, y/n. It's probably too early to say that, but I do. I would never do anything to hurt you and I will never let anyone hurt you." He said lowly, placing a kiss on my head. I smiled at his words, but he still thought I was asleep.
"I love you too, vinnie." I said lowly into his chest. He tried to hold back his chuckle but didn't do a good job. I giggled and then went to sleep in his arms.
I didn't have work today. Thankfully. I love to sleep in on my days off. But I woke up at 8:45am. I was hoping to wake up later but I didn't mind. I could hear rain and thunder. I love these days. I was still in vinnies arms.
I wanted to be here forever. I was starting to feel safe around him now. I did before, but now I feel more safe than before. I slipped out of bed, and did my normal morning routine. When I opened the door, I was disappointed. He wasn't there, and the bed was made with all my decorative pillows and blankets.
And it smelt really good. Like food. I walked out, and into the kitchen where he was cooking. I definitely wasn't used to this. "Good morning." He came over to me, and gave me a hug.
"Good morning." I smiled up at him. "I made you breakfast." He said, keeping his hand on my waist. "You didn't have to do that.." i felt guilty.
"You're right. I don't" he sighed, leaning against the counter. "But I choose too because I care about you" he kissed me. making me blush. He made me a plate handing it to me. "Thank you, vinnie."
"You don't need to thank me, y/n." He placed a gentle kiss on my head. After we ate, we cleaned up together. We both sat on the couch, and I sat next to him, facing him with my knees up to my chest.
"So, what do you want to do today?" He asked, tucking a piece of my hair behind my ear. I looked at him surprised. "What?" He looked at me with a grin. "What do i wanna do?" He nodded.
"Um.. well it's raining and thundering so we can just watch movies?"
"Sounds like a wonderful idea." He stated.
*flashback*
"it's raining! Can we dance in it?" I asked Josh. "I don't wanna get wet. And dancing in the rain is stupid." He stated. "But you can change clothes.. I just think it's fun and a romantic thing.." I said lowly, with a sad voice as I was upset he didn't want to do this with me.
"What did you say?" He yelled, standing up towering over me. I covered my face afraid he might hit me again. "Nothing im sorry." And he sat back down.
*flashback over*
"why are you staring out the window like that?" He spoke softly. I shook my head gently. "You wanna dance in the rain don't you?" He smiled at me. My eyes met his. "Yeah but you don't have extra clothes so.."
"So what? Come on" he took my hand, dragging me off the couch. I couldn't help but laugh. He took me to the street, spinning me around. He pulled me close to him, my arms bent and against my chest.
He moved the hair out of my face, and pressed his lips against mine. My arms found their way around his neck as his found their way around my waist. We both laughed in the kiss and continued to dance.
After 30 minutes, we were absolutely soaked and the lightning still seemed to be down the street. He told me he had extra clothes in his car. "Im gonna go blow dry my hair.. here's the key if you get locked out." I kissed him one more time.
He said he was gonna change in his car, so I didn't fight with him. Mainly because he was stern about it. After changing, and doing my hair i came out. "vinnie?" I looked around. He wasn't anywhere.
The key was on the table. His phone was gone. I looked out the window, and so was his car. Did i scare him away? I slowly sat back down in the spot he sat at.
I started to cry lightly. I think I scared him and he left. 20 minutes later, the door opened. It was vinnie. I jumped off the couch and ran to him hugging him. "I thought you left me." I mumbled.
"No. Never. I didn't know how long it took to do your hair, so I thought this was my opportunity to go get snacks and surprise you, but you beat me to it." He chuckled. I sighed in relief.
"So what movie do you wanna watch?" He kissed my forehead. "Hmm, what do you like?"
"No... what do you like?"
"I like scary movies." I laughed. I grabbed the bag, running to the couch. "Can we watch twilight instead? We can watch all of them!" I sounded too excited.
But he never told me to calm down. "Of course, baby." He grabbed a really big blanket. He also got all my favorite snacks. We liked the same things, so you could say we had a lot in common. But it wasn't just the snacks. We had a lot of other stuff in common.
I got the movie up, and covered us with the blanket. I grabbed my favorite snack and he snatched it from me with a chuckle. "Hey-" he lifted up his finger to put it to my lips but i flinched thinking he was going to hit me.
His eyes softened and the smile from his face dropped. He pulled me closer to him, his arm resting on my waist. But I wanted to be closer to him. I got up, and got in between his legs, resting my back against his stomach.
I snatched the snack back. "Hey!"
"Shh movies starting." I giggled quietly. He placed a kiss on my head and grabbed another snack from the bag.
- I wasn't really a fan of 1 & 2, but let me know what you think!
- Jesus loves you!!
- take care of yourself <3
