- sad content - there will be a pt 2 <3 - still working on requests.. I have one from a month ago that im still working on 😩 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
"please don't do this.." i begged vinnie. "We're unhealthy y/n.. we rely on each other too much and it could get to the point where we hate each other." He stated, zipping up his bag.
"We can work on that.. we can talk it out just don't leave me.." tears poured down my red cheeks. "no y/n. look, if it's meant to be, we'll find each other again.." i nodded in defeat knowing there's nothing else I can do to get him to stay with me. He kissed my forehead. "I love you." He whispered. "I love you too.." with that, he walked out the door and drove away.
My house that was once ours was now empty. I didn't know what to do now. i mean, what was i supposed to do now? Just.. move on? Forget about him?
I know he's the one for me.. but looking back we did rely on each other too much. I mean, we couldn't even sleep away from each other we were attached at the hip.
Everything was different. I couldn't wear his clothes to sleep anymore. I had no one to cuddle with, all I had was my pillow that smelt like him. No fun movie nights. no flowers when i come home. No random dates. And it makes everything worse because we just had sex last night and now he's gone.. maybe it's something wrong with me and he's just trying to cover it up.
I sat on the couch with a blank face. a part of me left. I sat there so long I didn't even notice it was the next day. It was a gloomy day outside so far. I watched the wind blow through the trees and knock the leaves off them. I watched the rain hit the window and watched the people walk by.
Even couples dancing in the rain that made me sob. The longer i looked out the window the more time passed the later it got in the day and I didn't even realize until it was pitch black. I decided to finally get up, and start the shower. It was different. There was too much space. I was used to him being in my space in the shower, now it was all lonely.
After my shower, I put on my clothes instead of his. I crawled into bed and faced the window. Still watching the rain hit the window. Tears began to run down my face and within a couple hours, i fell asleep. Hugging the pillow that had his scent.
*the next morning*
My eyes fluttered open. I had to go to work today, but I couldn't find the energy to get out of bed, so I picked up my phone and called in saying my period cramps were kicking my butt. They just told me to take my time and come in sometime this week. I worked at a small coffee shop, and vinnie came in everyday to see me.
It was 5:30pm, and I was watching tv when my phone rang. My head snapped hoping it was vinnie. It was my best friend. "Hey.." i said sadly.
"Hey.. vinnie came in like 3 times today asking for you." I held back tears. "oh." I chuckled. I left my house shortly after our phone call and went to get food. I listened to my favorite songs but it wasn't the same. I would look over and it was empty. The drivers seat was the way he liked it and i refused to change it. I got my food and headed home.
- idk how i feel about this one
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