- sad content
- but wholesome too ;)
- another long one
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*y/ns pov*
It's been about 3 months since I met vinnie. It's been difficult to make time for each other but we still find away. Things have been difficult between us though. We already gotten into a couple arguments because it's hard doing long distance. Guaranteed it's only 2 hours, it's still difficult. Especially when he's busy as well. With his streaming, and my job it's become hard.
Today was a rough day at work. It was extremely busy, and I've dealt with men yelling in my face demanding I get them a coffee on the house. It got so busy I began to get stressed out. I came home crying. I just wanted vinnie and i wanted him to be in my presence. I just walked through the front door, but was stopped when my phone rang. It was vinnie.
"Hey." He spoke softly. "Hey." I sniffled. I just wanted him. I had a bad migraine and I was cramping. So today was pretty rough. "How was your day?" I could hear his smile through the phone. I began to cry. "What happened?" I began to explain the kind of day I had. "Im sorry, my love." That's the first time he's called me that. It made me feel a little better but not enough to stop crying. "But how was your day?" I asked.
He explained his day to me. Sounds like he had a good day. I told him I would call him back later tonight but I just wanted to shower. After my shower, I made a small meal and sat on the couch with my knees up to my chest. I watched twilight to make me feel better since vinnie couldn't be here. But my light crying stopped when I heard a knock on my door.
I got up wiping my tears and opened the door. It was him. Standing there with flowers and chocolate. But right now, I didn't care about that. I grabbed the stuff and set it on the counter and jumped on him, wrapping my legs around him. "vinnie.. it's dark outside.. what are you doing here?"
"you said you were having a bad day.. so I figured you needed some company. I wanted to make my pretty girl feel better." He rubbed my back. "Thank you, though." I said, squeezing him tighter. He placed a gentle kiss on my head. He tried to set me down, but I kept holding onto him. Eventually, I let go and he set me down. We walked over to the couch, and I pulled my knees up to my chest.
This was becoming too hard. He's not far, but he is. "this is too hard." I admitted, still crying. "what is, darling?" "this.. I want to be with you, but this long distance is difficult." The look on his face knew this was coming. "I don't have the kind of money you have to keep going back and forth every weekend.. I mean i have money but not like that.." "i can come see you then.. I want to be with you."
"I do too, but, it seems too hard. I don't want to worry all day and night wondering if you're cheating or wondering when's the next time we're gonna see each other-" he cut me off. "Move in with me." "what? vinnie we're not even dating.."
"So? You don't have to sleep in my room unless you're comfortable with that. You can stay in a different room.. you can also make money with me. And we don't have to rush into anything.. i just always want you with me." My arm went around his neck. "I do too, vinnie, but i don't want you to have to deal with me.. I heard people who move in with each other never work out.."
"we're not them.. let's not forget we slept together 1 week after knowing each other." I laughed through my tears. "Okay.. I'll move in with you." A smile grew across his face. "yeah..?"
"yeah.." he cupped the side of my face, and pressed his lips against mine. this was the first time he kissed me on the lips. The others were usually the head or cheek. "do it again." i whispered. He smile and leaned in, kissing me once more. His lips were soft. They were moving in sync. I was slowly falling in love with him and he didn't even realize it.
I didn't want to scare him off, or push him away. I just wanted him. Nothing else mattered when I was with him. I was happy. Nothing else was on my mind, just him. He was the first one i would text, the last person i would text. If i had a bad day, i would call him. If i was upset or on my period, he was always the first person I would call.
He always seemed to be there when I needed him. And im so glad i can be closer to him. I would do anything for him. Before things could go further, he pulled apart. "let's get you packed." He had a big smile across his face. He picked me up throwing me over his shoulder causing me to squeal with a laugh.
- debating if this should be the last one :/
- lmk if u want a part 4 <3
