Me and y/n broke up a little over 3 months ago. I left her because our relationship became too toxic. I'll never forget the look on her face when I left her. Tears streaming down her face, begging me to stay and we could work it out.
I told her no, and left her there. In her apartment that was once ours. Now it was hers. But tonight, there was going to be a party. She's friends with my friends so she was probably invited. I got there early, because I wanted to see her. I haven't spoken to her in 3 months, and she doesn't post on social media anymore.
So i don't know what's changed. After 15 minutes, about 100 people came and she hasn't walked through the door yet. But not too longer after, she came in. she had a big smile on my face.
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(without the bag lol)
She looked so beautiful. It showed her hip-dips that I loved. She walked over to her friend, and I wasn't trying to be nosy but I could hear their conversation. "hey! How are you?" Her friend Sarah asked. "I haven't seen you in months!"
"I know! But im better now, I've finally got out of bed, cleaned up my place and began to take care of myself! How are you?" That's when I stopped listening. A few minutes later, her friend came to the bar. "1 water and 1 beer please. Thanks." She didn't notice me. Y/n never drank. That's one thing I loved about her too. When I turned back to look at her, she was talking to some dude.
They were shaking hands. It was a guy i know. Aidan Bissett. (Pretend they're not close lol.) he was a whole foot taller than her. He's 6'2, and she's 5'2. I wanted to be him. I wanted to be the one she looked up at. They seemed to get along great. She would lightly slap his arm when he made her laugh.
He didn't know she was my girlfriend at one point. We just started becoming friends 2 months after me and y/n broke up. He ended up telling her he was going to be right back. She was left there alone. She never liked being alone. But as she stood there, waiting for him to come back, more people kept coming in. She began to play with her fingers.
I got up and walked over to her. I could tell she was anxious. she didn't hesitate to grab onto my hand and pull me close to her. She noticed that aidan was talking to another girl with his arm around her. She just squeezed onto my hand. She pulled me lower and whispered in my ear, "can i borrow your jacket?" then her eyes flickered between mine.
Without any hesitation, I took it off, and helped her put it on. "Thank you." She smiled at me. Her hand latched back onto mine, and she stayed close to me as we walked around. I found my friends. "do you wanna stay with me?" She nodded, looking around. Her hand was shaking in mine letting me know she was still nervous. We sat down on the crowded couch, so I grabbed y/ns arm and sat her down on my lap.
Her arm went around my neck, while my hand gently stroked her thigh. I eventually felt her body relax onto mine, and she rested her head on mine as well. After a couple more minutes, people began pushing and shoving. So we got up, and sat at the bar. She sat next to me, and she was facing my side listening our conversations. My friends began to talk, but i tuned them out when I heard someone talking to y/n.
"Let me buy you a drink?" I then put my hand on her thigh and my thumb rubbed small circles. "No thanks." "Come on.. just one.." he said in a seductive tone. "She said no." And i pulled her closer. She rested her elbow on the counter, and rested her chin in her hand staring at me. "Im about to go home." She said.
Her eyes flickering between my eyes and my lips. Taking the hint, i pecked her lips. "I'll take you.." she raised her eyebrows. "Carry me... these heels hurt my feet. I got on my knees, and removed them from her feet. She moaned softly from the tight release her heels had on her feet. She jumped on my back as I carried her shoes, and carried her to the car.
I gently placed her in the passenger side, and i got in the drivers side. I began to drive her home. "y/n.. I'm really sorry how things ended-" i looked over, and her head was on the door and she was asleep with her knees up to her chest. I chuckled lowly because she looked adorable too. After a few minutes, i arrived at her place. I carried her inside, and set her down once I opened the front door.
She headed to the bedroom, and plopped down on the bed. "noo we need to clean you up." I stated. "Just come to bed." She groaned. "Come on!" And i picked her up. I grabbed her sleep shorts, and one of.. my shirts? "Is this what you wear to sleep still?" "Mhm." She answered with her eyes closed. "Hurry im sooooo tired."
I chuckled. "can i?" I asked, wrapping my fingers around the straps. She nodded still with her eyes closed. I removed her dress, and set it on the chair. I slipped my shirt over her head, and slipped her shorts on. "Thank you! Now come to bed please."
"Baby, you have makeup on.. come on. I'll take it off for you." With that, i picked her up and sat her on the bathroom counter. I remembered where she kept her makeup wipes when she would occasionally wear makeup. I took off her lashes, and began to wipe away the foundation. "I just wanted to look good for you.." she mumbled.
"what..?" Why would she do that? She already knows I think she's breathtaking without makeup. "I only went to the party cause I heard you were going.. so I put on makeup and a nice dress." Before I could say anything, she continued. "So, can you tell me why you left?" She was now looking into my eyes.
I sighed, and began to work on the other side of her face. "we were toxic.." "i begged you to stay so we could fix it, i didn't want to lose you that day but I did.. I watched you walk out of that door as if i was a stranger to you." She confessed. She was right. I did just leave her there. I'll never forgive myself for it, I was a dick to her that day. "And words can never describe how sorry I am for leaving.. but no matter what we did we couldn't get along, y/n.. it was becoming too hard."
"can we work on it now..?" a small smile grew across my face. "of course.." "are you almost done? I wanna sleepppp." She groaned. I chuckled, and removed the rest of it. "Why are you tired all of the sudden?"
"well, you're my home, and when im home, im tired." She smiled at me. I picked her up, and laid her down in bed. I crawled in next to her, and she buried her face in my chest. With that, she fell asleep. I could only tell by the way her body relaxed. "I love you, y/n.." I said, knowing she couldn't hear me.
