Vinnie Hacker Imagines

i think of you all the time

- super sad content
- plot twist at the end cause im awesome 😜
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*vinnies pov*

it's all my fault. i never showed her that i cared enough. she needed me and i wasn't there for her. i loved her though. more than anything. i wanted to marry her.

she was so happy in the relationship until she did it. i guess I never payed attention to her like I should have.

*flashback*

*3am, 1 year into the relationship*

my phone ringing had woken me up. i picked it up and it was y/n. she sounded hysterical. "baby?" I spoke into the phone.

"vinnie please.." she sobbed. she could hardly breathe. "i just need you.. please can you come over." I didn't hesitate to put on my shoes and run out the door. I held her all night.

*flashback over*

how did i not see it then? she was miserable. but i was too busy with me and friends i didn't pay attention to my girlfriend. how could i have been so stupid?

she needed me. all she wanted was for me to be there for her and i couldn't even do that.

*flashback*

*2 years into the relationship, currently live together.*

"can you just stay home with me v? please? i need you.." she looked up at me with pleading eyes but I wanted to be out with my friends. "baby I'll be back soon, okay? i love you." and i walked out the door.

when I came home, she was curled into a ball asleep. her eyes were red along with her cheeks and nose. her lips were swollen, and her hair was sticking to her face.

she cried herself to sleep.

*flashback over.*

i wouldn't say i neglected her. but i definitely didn't deserve her. she was everything to me, and i wish i showed her.

*flashback*

*3 years into the relationship, two weeks before he's going to purpose. 2:30am*

i had come home early from hanging out with the boys. but as i was out, something in my gut felt off. i couldn't describe it. i unlocked the door, and it felt oddly quiet. too quiet.

i set my keys on the counter and walked into our bedroom. it was dark but i heard faint breathing. i turned on the hall light, careful not to hurt y/ns eyes. i saw a bottle of pills next to her side of the nightstand. she was sweating and whimpering.

i quickly ran over to her. "baby.." my eyes watered. she looked at me as her eyes slowly closed and opened. she was fighting for her life. her body was trying to fight them. "no no no no." i picked her up, and ran out of the house.

i put her in the passenger seat and rushed to the hospital as i held onto her hand. "stay with me.." i pleaded, sobbing.

"i-im so s-sorry... mm." she was in pain. "you're gonna be okay.." i said. the car ride felt like forever until we finally got there. i picked her up and ran inside, explaining what happened. they took her back, and i waited for what felt like forever in the waiting room.

*flashback over.*

now, here i am, as she sleeps in front of me.

i pushed the same piece of hair behind her ear repeatedly. we were on our honeymoon. i looked down at her hand and saw the beautiful ring.

after we came home from the hospital we talked things out. we worked on each other and i started focusing on her. making sure she ate, showered, and always made sure she was okay. she slowly got better, and before we knew it, she was back to the happy girl she was when we met. and i knew she wasn't faking it.

till this day i can't believe i almost let her die. all because i wanted to see my friends. all because i thought she could handle it alone. im glad i chose to come home early that day. otherwise she wouldn't be here with me. laying in front of me. breathing. i had been admiring her. she's always been perfect in my eyes.

she had woken up, and grabbed my hand that I was using to stroke her hair, and held it close to her chest.  her eyes opened and she looked into mine with a smile. "why are you still awake baby?" she asked softly.

"im just admiring you." i whispered. she smiled at me, and leaned up and kissed me. "v?"

"yeah?"

"have you ever thought about us.. having a baby?" my eyes widened. i've always wanted a baby with her. "of course i have.. are you telling me you want a baby?"

she nodded, smiling. i rolled on top of her and kissed her passionately. "no! not right now!" she laughed. "im too tired.. let's try tomorrow." she kept laughing. i laid next to her, and pulled her in.

"i love you y/n.. so much."

"i love you vinnie. forever." i kissed the top of her head and with that, we both peacefully fell asleep. she was back to her happy self and i adored it more than anything.

- i so badly wanted this to have a sad ending but I just couldn't do it 😭