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me and vinnie have been together for a year and a half. We've had our ups and down and usually get through them.
When our arguments get intense, we suggest breaking up but never find the courage to do it. We can't live without each other.
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"Oh my.. you're so annoying, y/n!" He yelled at me. "Oh I'm annoying?"
"Yes! Do you not hear yourself?" He wavered his arms around. "You know what's annoying, vinnie? This. Arguments like these. You're all talk, but don't do anything." I yelled back.
He stayed silent. "Just get out." I stated, beginning to cry. "What?"
"Go." I opened the door. "Im not leaving." I slammed the door. "Oh? You're not? But when we have another argument like this you'll wanna break up and leave."
It all started to become overwhelming. "You always say this will change, but it never does." I said. "Whatever, y/n."
"Maybe you're the problem, vinnie. You- you hardly apologize for arguments you start. I've heard you apologize twice." I stated. "We hardly ever argue. And if we do it's because it's your fault!" He yelled.
"How is it my fault?" I asked. We were still yelling at each other. "Because you let your insecurities get the best of you!" He looked me dead in my eyes and yelled at me.
He was right. I was insecure. But he didn't have to throw it in my face like that. I didn't know what to say.. I just began to cry even more. "Baby I'm sorry I didn't mean that." He came over to me hugging me.
"Get off me! Why would you say something like that?" I wanted to know why. It hurt but it was true. The truth hurts but I never expected to hear it this way. "I want you to leave." I stated, opening the front door once more.
"Im not leaving you."
"Yes you are. Get out." He just stood there and kept telling me no. I closed the door. "Why won't you leave?" I asked lowly, walking close to him. Our fingertips brushing against each other.
He looked down at me. "Because I love you. What I said was wrong, but I'm not going to leave and I can't describe how sorry I am for saying that to you."
"You suggest breaking up when our arguments get intense.. so why don't you stick to that suggestion?" His fingertips latched onto mine.
"Because im not giving up on you." I couldn't help but just cry. Maybe I'm the problem. It was never him, it was always me. I put my face in my hands and leaned against him. His arms wrapped around me.
"Im sorry, vinnie.." his arms tightened around me, and he leaned his head against mine. "It's not your fault, my love. Im sorry." He placed another kiss on my head.
All my emotions came out at once. Whenever we argued I tried to hold back my tears but today they decided to come out. He picked me up, wrapping my legs around him. My arms went around his neck as he rubbed my back trying to give me the comfort I needed.
It eventually worked. I slowly stopped crying. "You might wanna change shirts.. I got it soaked" I giggled. "That's okay." he began to wipe my tears away.
"I know i told you to leave.. but please don't ever leave me." I pleaded. "Never." He pecked my lips.
- this was dramatic lol sorry :/
- Jesus loves you! 💗
