- sad content
- gonna be a long one
- there will be both povs:)
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me and vinnie have always been that close couple. We were always touching each other, always kissing, we were inseparable. But I knew it would all change one day. He didn't let me touch him as much, he hardly let me kiss him.
present
Vinnie told me he was going to take a vacation with his family and that we needed some time away from each other before things get nasty. He was going to be gone for two weeks, and he left yesterday. I never realized how happy he made me until he wasn't here. I was basically miserable.
Like I didn't want to exist. vinnie was my life. He met me when I just got dumped and was patient with me. I felt like our 3 year relationship was coming to an end and i wasn't ready for it. I wasn't ready to hear the words "were over." I haven't heard from vinnie either. He has his read notifications on for me, but when I send him a message all it says is "delivered." He texted me yesterday before he got on the plane and that was the last time I heard from him.
No calls. No nothing. It basically felt like a breakup. He posts on social media, but not as much. Rumors of us being broken up are going around but we have not addressed those rumors. I continued to lay on the couch in a fetal position. watching tv, waiting for my phone to buzz. I just wanted to hear from him. Eventually, I fell asleep.
It was the next morning, and friends was still on. It's like the world understood my mood. It was raining. I just wanted his presence. I was still wearing his shirt and it still smelled like him. I miss the way his fingers would run up and down my leg when I laid like this. I miss the way he would smother me with kisses.
I missed the way he rested his head on my thigh. I missed everything. I'm scared I'm gonna lose him. Maybe it wouldn't hurt to call..? Before I could stop myself, my phone was already in my hand clicking on his contact. It began ringing, but after the fourth ring I knew he wasn't going to pick up. And sure enough, it went to voicemail.
*vinnies pov*
I woke up and immediately checked my phone. 1 missed call from y/n and 13 unread messages. I picked up my phone, calling her back. It rang 3 times before I heard her beautiful voice. "vinnie?" She spoke softly. Afraid she might say something that would make me mad at her. "how are you? Sorry for not responding.. been pretty busy.." "im fine.. i miss you a lot though.." she giggled softly.
"I do too.. i didn't think it would be this hard being away from you.." I admitted. It was true. I miss the way she curled into my chest, i missed the way she would hug me from behind randomly. I think I made a mistake when I said we needed time away from each other before it gets worse. "then just come home.." her voice became sad again.
"I can't, my love.. I'm sorry." She sighed. "it's okay.. it's just two weeks." She didn't giggle or laugh. "I'll talk to you later?" I didn't want to hang up but I had an idea. "yeah.." she said lowly. "i love you." "i love you too.." i heard her say, i could practically hear her smile through the phone now. I hung up and grabbed my bag. I started to pack everything up. I need to go home.. i need to be with her.
I said bye to everyone and headed to the airport. I checked for the earliest flight. 3pm. I sighed, but if it was going to get me home to my pretty girl tonight then I'll do it. I got my boarding pass and i had a couple hour layover which would get me home at 11pm. I sat at my gate waiting. I was going to be here for 5 hours.
*y/ns pov*
I finally found the courage to get off the couch. I wasn't even hungry. I was so sad. It's like a piece of me was missing. Like when he left, he took my heart with him. But, it was just two weeks.. he'll be back. I took a quick shower, and cleaned up around the place. It looks good. I made the bed, even though it hasn't been slept in since he left. I'm not trying to fall asleep on the couch but i just can't find the energy to get up.
After cleaning and everything, it was already 3pm. I'm actually kinda hungry.. but i don't feel like cooking especially after I cleaned. I went to my favorite fast food place and got vinnies favorite instead of mine. After eating, i sat back down on the couch and continued watching my comfort show, friends.
*vinnies pov*
It's been a long night, but it was 11:30 and i was headed home. Seeing her hairclips in my car made me realize the mistake I made. What if she starts overthinking that she was too touchy or too attached? What if i messed this up? After all my thinking, i finally made it home. I grabbed the key unlocking the door and setting my suitcase next to the counter. I quietly closed the door and locked it. I noticed she was watching friends. She loves it, but she didn't turn when I opened the door.
I walked over to her, to see her curled up in a little ball asleep. She looks so beautiful. I slowly and gently rubbed her arm. After a few seconds, her eyes fluttered opened. She furrowed her eyebrows at me, but once she realized who i was, her eyes began to water and she immediately wrapped her arms around my neck. She got on her knees, and jumped on me. crying.
*y/ns pov*
I was now home. He was here.. unless I'm dreaming.. i don't wanna know if I'm dreaming or not, so I just held onto him tighter. "we're gonna be okay.." he whispered. i just nodded. I didn't want to let him go, until I found the courage to pull myself apart. He sat on the couch with me still on him. "i thought you weren't coming back?" I looked into his sleepless eyes.
"I couldn't be away from you.. and i made a mistake when i said we needed time away from each other. we don't.. we're gonna be okay. I was just worried that we were gonna get into a big argument and break up and i didn't want that.." he explained. "and you thought.. leaving was the best way to do that?" i chuckled, earning me a soft laugh from him.
"It was a mistakeee.. Im here now and I'm not going anywhere." I hugged him one more time, but he pulled me away, and pressed his lips against mine. "I missed those lips." He confessed, laying me on my back, getting in between my legs and continuing to kiss me.
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