Addicted to Green

CHAPTER 57

CADEN

A stur and then a bang makes me peak my eyes open. When i do peel my dry eyes open, my head pounds and as I look around I see nothing and no one. I see my room, my god forsaken room that is silent. The creepiness eary and I see the slight sunlight peak from the black curtains. The small hues of sunlight peeking through shining on my messy and half empty room.

I flinch when I hear the bang again. My hearts pounds for a second before i get up. I almost faint as my vision blurs. What the hell did i take? I walk out of my rom silently and slowly. I dont see anything as I look at Rivers closed door. I look down at the stairs and I see River, his back to me as he looks out the window.

Its like he senses my stare because he turns around fast. I just stay planted and stare at his dead blue eyes... there colder, and more angry.

Shit.

"Where were you half the night?" he than ask grinding out. Turning back to look out the window. But for some reason i dont think me being out is why hes angry. I notice the slight tremor in his hand as it goes on top of the blind. I almost frown when i see his ring is gone.

"I dont know." i say truthfully. The last thing i remember was...

oh...

I hear a gruff voice clear their throat and I get out of the thoughts and see River hes still looking out the window...

"What's going on?" I manage to grasp out. I dont know if i should even ask him anything, he's the one who ruined what happened between me and Navina. Why did he have to say that pet name, especially when I dont have my pills. I should have told her, i should have. I wanted to, i was just about to actually but the words got lost on me. What was i even supposed to say exactly? Its not like i talk about that often, or ever.

But I did last night. I remeber it. I took to many xannys that I couldn't stop talking.

"Not that its any of your concern but the FBI is still on my tail." he says gruffly. I go closer to the stairs my frown growing.

"Why?" i than ask again my curiosity at its peak. Just from looking at Ricer he deosnt seem to want to take a swing. That or he cant take a swing. "And where's Roxanne?" i than ask when he doesn't answer for a while.

He turns to me his blue eyes meet mine. "What made you so confident as to ask me questions?" he asks, with a raised dark brow.

I shrug.

"Well, Roxanne is at a gala that we also have to attend. And they are here because of that damn domestic abuse complaint. No doudt your little girlfriend called in." he smears.

"She didnt." i than say. The girlfriend part almost about to break me in two.

"Probably not actually." he than says frowning as he turns back around and looks out the window. This is a civil conversation.. Well as civil as River gets. "Put on that suit i put on the door were leaving... just as soon as these idiots leave." he says groaning as he pulls out his phone and starts stalking off to the kitchen.

I watch sighing as i turn around. My eyes seem heavier and the feeling in chest is constricting. Im so damn tired. I need my pills. Badly. I think the prescription should be here tomorrow. Ill ask today though. I cant last another day without them. I look at my phone and see a text from Navina...

NAVINA: hey!! Are you doing something tomorrow Chase has a lacrosse game today and he wants us to go!!

i sigh contently. Happy shes texting me. But why is she texting? I thought she hated me.

ME: ya of course...

NAVINA: whats with the periods?

Thats followed by a laughing, crying emoji.