HSMTMTS: RJ Caswen/Jatt Mpreg Oneshots/Requests

RJ Caswen: Never Grow Up Pt. 3

Note: This takes place after Ellie's first ultrasound. Ricky finally realizes his mistake and his heart breaks as he misses his daughter, and he must mend his relationship with her.
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*Caswen household*

EJ's POV
On the drive home, I wanted to talk to Ricky as I was figuring myself out on how I should convince him to get Ellie to come home. I've really missed her around the house, and so do Mikey and Sam whenever I check up on their sister and she would check in on me and them as well. I pulled up into the driveway and got out of my car as I entered inside the house. I saw my sons on the couch, playing Super Mario Bros. until they paused their game as they saw me.

"Hi boys," I greeted my sons.

"Hey/Hi, Dad," they got up from the couch and went in to hug me.

"How was school today?" I ruffled their hair.

"Good," Mikey and Sam responded.

"Where's your father?" I questioned.

"He's upstairs in Ellie's room, crying," Mikey answered.

My smile dropped.

"He's been sad since he came home. Do you think it's because he misses Ellie?" Sam asked.

I started to think on what Sam was exactly talking, so I was about to find out.

"I don't know. But I'll go talk to him."

I went upstairs and walked through the hallway until I spotted Ricky in Ellie's bedroom. He was sitting on the bed in tears, and I started to wonder if he had ever made a mistake of kicking our only daughter out of our home after she told us how she got pregnant. 

I knocked on Ellie's door.

"Hey," I greeted my husband.

"Oh, hi," Ricky sniffled and wiped his tears.

"You okay?" I asked.

Ricky was too silent to answer as I walked over and sat next to him.

"Eej?"

"Yeah?"

"Do you think I've made a mistake on kicking Ellie out of the house?" Ricky questioned.

"Well, what do you think?" I asked.

Ricky just sighed.

"I should've been supportive, but I've been so stupid. I wish I shouldn't have told her the things I've said," he blamed himself.

"Well, it kind of was your own fault, anyway," I added in on his blame.

"I know. I was just so angry at her at first, but then at myself most of the time for not looking out for her enough. And ever since that night, I've hated myself for doing something I shouldn't have done when I was supposed to be a parent and talked to Ellie about this. Over the years, everything was perfect for the both of us, and for our kids. And with the way I pushed Ellie out of my life, something inside of me has been saying how I was going to lose her other than the fact that she's been growing up so fast, and I didn't realize it until just about a few weeks later. I know she didn't mean to end up doing something she was too young for when she said it was an accident. Now, I'm starting to think she going to hate me forever after what I've done to her, because I got scared when I was too blind to even see it," Ricky made a statement before he started to crying again like earlier as informed by Mikey.

"It's gonna be okay, Ri," I said softly.

"How is it gonna be okay, EJ?  Back before you and I got together, things had fallen apart in between, just like how things ended with my parents, then me and Nini, and you and Gina. Not to mention, even Ashlyn and Big Red, but they were both happy to have found one another after they ended their relationship. Besides that, I didn't wanna hear from my mom to see if she got back together with Todd whenever she would text me and I refused to answer her back, or think about how it sucked when it didn't work out for my dad and Miss Jenn. And now, it's been starting up all over again, except this time, I'm talking about our daughter. Everything in this house keeps reminding me of her, every single moment about it ever since she was a tiny, little baby. From the first time I held her in my arms, I swore to myself that I'd be a good father to her. And now, my heart keeps breaking no matter how much I've been missing her after not seeing her or talking to her for the last couple of months. I didn't want you to know that, because I was trying to protect you and the boys from knowing that when you missed her too. I know I wasn't happy when I did that to her back then, but she's still my little girl, and it was supposed to be my job to protect her and seek in on what was best for her. And I can't find a way on how she would ever forgive me."