Lost (BTS Edition)(OT7xReader)

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"What are you saying, she was fine with my lap," Yoongi complained and pulled me into his arms, away from Jungkook, who gave him a dirty look and reached out for me again. But this time it was Taehyung who pulled me back to him.

"Stop fighting over her." he said, shaking his head, and I began to feel like a challenge cup...

"We don't have to fight, she's mine anyway." Jungkook said, who had grabbed my wrist again, giving Tae no choice but to let go of me because he didn't want me to get hurt when Jungkook pulled on me, which he did and I was already pressed against his chest again. By now I was feeling dizzy, but just as I was about to shout stop, I was lifted up and carried away. Over my rescuer's shoulder, I saw Jin grab Jungkook and Yoongi by one ear each and pull them towards the beach with Taehyung following them, giggling.

"Thanks, I already had a headache." I said to Jimin after he dropped me off on the sofa on the plane.

"That's what I thought, looked like it was a complicated mating dance.... Apparently we're now turning into natives of this island," Jimin said with a grin.

"They'll probably be busy with the campfire for now," he added and sat down next to me, where he raised a hand and stroked my head lovingly. At that moment, I remembered that I had slept with Jimin first and then Jungkook just two days later and even though Jimin had told me to do what I wanted and get what I wanted... I got a guilty conscience , I suddenly felt incredibly guilty.

"I slept with Jungkook." I suddenly blurted out and his hand paused for a moment and he looked at me in surprise before continuing.

"Ok... Was it good?" he asked with an amused grin.

"W-what? Aren't you mad at all?" I asked, confused... yes of course, he had told me to... but, seriously... it didn't bother him at all?

"Why should I... we're not a couple, I don't have the right to be..." he said lightly, while I didn't know whether to be relieved or hurt by this statement... Somehow this, no couples and no jealousy, made it all so meaningless and I didn't want that... it didn't feel right. It didn't feel right to have sex with two boys in quick succession either, but I could always justify it to myself by saying that I had feelings for both of them... but unfortunately not only just for these two.

"I don't know, but... do you think this is right? I don't feel so good about it, I feel like I've cheated on you and when I'm sitting here with you and would love to feel your lips on mine again, I feel like I'm cheating on him... how can you put it away so easily?" I asked him irritably, his gaze softened instantly and he took me in his arms.

"I know what you mean... I felt the same way at first. It's all a matter of getting used to it, I guess... but if you don't say anything, I'll tell you a secret and then you won't have any more problems because of the two of us and you'll also understand why neither I nor he mind if you sleep with both of us," he explained and I looked at him intently. He looked around briefly before continuing.

"Kookie and I have been together for three years. Because of stupid rules, we have an open relationship and no one knows... Except you now." I looked at him in shock... I didn't expect that now.

"But... why is he after me so much then, it doesn't look to me like he's not serious... I don't understand it and I don't understand why you're telling me of all people," I replied, earning an honest smile from him.

"That's right, he's totally in love with you... and it's not a problem for me, we've already talked about it... we both want you and we both want you to belong to us. Then we have an extended secret between the three of us." at his words, I remembered how Jungkook had said that he wouldn't mind it with Jimin and me... Now I knew why. Being with both of them sounded tempting, I had fallen head over heels in love with them... But what about Taehyung? I had feelings for him too, so could I really suppress them? Jimin watched me and laughed softly.

"You're thinking too loudly... you're wondering what will happen to Taehyung. I'll tell you something else because I have plans and I need your help..."