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In the morning I expected to feel uncomfortable as I had fallen asleep immediately after sex, but to my surprise I was clean. Yoongi had probably wiped me off and removed all the sperm residue from me while I was asleep. I thought it was really sweet of him to take care of me afterwards. I happily rolled over in his arms to look into his peaceful sleeping face and admire his beautiful features. He looked so incredibly cute when he slept, so completely relaxed, I would have loved to cover his entire face with kisses, but I didn't want to wake him up, so I left it at staring. Yoongi seemed to notice subconsciously and with a low growl, he pulled me close to him again and entwined our legs together so I couldn't get up. Apparently, since I was awake, he thought that I didn't want to lie here anymore, but he was wrong, because I just loved feeling his warmth, smelling his scent and being tickled by his breath on my neck. I sighed with pleasure, snuggled up to him and closed my eyes once more. His lips on my neck woke me up a second time a little later.

"I don't feel the need to get up at all, but Namjoon knocked and asked that you get ready to leave so slowly. He's about to have breakfast and then he wants to leave," Yoongi informed me and I grimaced. I didn't really feel like getting up either, I'd rather stay with him and cuddle, but I had agreed and had to stick to my word.

"It's only two or three days..." I tried to motivate myself before I threw my arms around Yoongi's neck and hugged him tightly.

"I'm going to miss you terribly." I said choking up, noticing a tear escaping my eye and feeling annoyed that I always had to get so emotional right away. There were three other people I loved and would miss just as much, how was I supposed to pull myself together and not cry?

"I'll miss you too..." he replied quietly and stroked my back reassuringly when he noticed that I was sobbing quietly. He lifted his head and kissed my tears away.

"I love you..." he said just as softly and my gaze shot straight to his eyes.

"Didn't you just say the other day that you didn't have any feelings for me yet?" I asked slightly provocatively, knowing long ago that it wasn't true, but I still needed to hear him say it.

"Yes, that stupid line... I told myself that... but it's not true, I fell in love with you really quickly and since I've known who you are, it's only intensified... so forget about my ramblings from back then... You mean so much to me, don't ever doubt it." he explained and I happily placed my lips on his, kissing him as emotionally as I could before answering him.

"I love you too, Yoongi... for so long..." our mouths met again and we kissed tenderly until there was another impatient knock on the door. Sighing in frustration, Yoongi pulled away from me.

"Come on, we'll continue when you're back," he said and got up. We got dressed and went out to join the others.

"I've already packed our food for on the way, we can leave right after breakfast." Namjoon greeted me and I nodded. Jin took me by the hand and pulled me onto his lap, wanting to spend some time with me too, so I sat there while he fed me from his plate.

"Take good care of my baby," he demanded of Taehyung, Jungkook and Namjoon, who assured him that nothing would happen to me with them, to which he nodded contentedly and gave me a hug, which made me giggle as he accidentally tickled me. He also kissed me deeply once more, and I could taste the sweet mango juice on his soft lips. Then Jimin pulled me off his lap and clung to me, crying, my tears welling up at his emotional outburst.

"I'll be back soon..." I tried to calm him down and noticed how he tried to pull himself together. He wiped his tears away with the back of his hand and kissed me.

"Come back safely." he said, before stretching and taking a step back, as he also wanted to give Hobi the chance to say goodbye.

"Come with me for a moment," he said, before taking my hand and leading me to the cargo hold, where our luggage for the expedition was already waiting. Then he picked up a few items that were lying next to it.

"A beanie from Yoongi, a shirt from Jimin, a scarf from Jin and a vest from me... if you miss us, you can smell it and think of us," he explained and I was moved to tears. He pulled me into his arms and kissed my hairline.

"That's so incredibly sweet of you, Hobi..."

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