Lost (BTS Edition)(OT7xReader)

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I looked at him with interest, wondering what he was planning, while his eyes began to shine more and more as he searched for the right words.

"Ok... I want to finally get rid of this nonsense about not forming a couple... but not in the way you might think now. Do you know why I understand you so well? I understand that you've developed feelings for several people... you know, we've been doing it this way for so long that we all sleep together, but I'm not the type of person who can do it all without feelings. Even though that's always been a prerequisite, but I love these guys... all of them... Not just as bandmates and friends, or brotherly, I really love them. But except for Jungkook and Taehyung, I wasn't allowed to say or even act that out to anyone..." he told me and my eyes widened.

"Taehyung?" I asked confused and he smiled at me again.

"Well... yeah... I've been with him too, for two years, but he and Jungkook don't know anything about each other. I've been trying to slowly prepare them for each other the whole time, for us all to get together, but... Well, the two of them always reject any attempts." Stunned by this confession, I didn't know what to say.

"So... do you want me to help you get Taehyung to join and then the three of you can be together?" I wanted to know and he shook his head.

"The four of us... first... Don't forget about yourself. You're with us from now on." he reminded me gently, pulling me tightly into his arms and giving me a quick kiss that immediately made me smile.

"But honestly... it goes much further than that for me. Do you know what polyamory is? I want to include everyone. We should forget all this crap with these stupid rules... they might have made sense when we were in the real world, but here? And now with you around too... We can do what we want here, this is our island, our own reality, why stick to rules that we don't need? I know for a fact that the others are just holding back, that most of them feel the same way. Will you help me make that clear to them? Draw them to us one by one until we can finally be happy together?" he asked hopefully, while my thoughts were racing... It was a lot to take in, although my gut feeling told me that I kind of liked the idea. All together? Could that work?

"But what if not everyone is interested in everyone?" I asked, slightly doubtful.

"That's a possibility, of course, but within our group, even if we're all together, everyone can decide for themselves if they want to keep their relationship with some of us platonic... although I doubt it, we've actually, each of us, slept with everyone else... I think it will work once they all get into it." he explained further and I nodded. He was right, they were all so close to each other anyway, which was probably why Jin and Namjoon hadn't thought anything else of their stupid rule number three, unfortunately they'd forgotten the impact it could have had on me. My anger about this faded as I gradually began to understand more and more.

"Ok... I'm in... but how can I help you?" I gave in, feeling a thrill of excitement as I found Jimin's idea getting better by the minute. We could really do what we wanted, act out all the feelings freely, without a guilty conscience and after experiencing the tastes of Jimin and Jungkook, knowing how wonderful sex was... and then to be able to experience it with the others if I wanted to. Feeling safe and protected with each of them... damn.

"You don't have to do much, just give in to your desire and your feelings and when you realize that someone reciprocates... make the idea palatable to him, drop remarks without immediately throwing the door open... I do the same and when we realize that it falls on open ears... then we take them to us until everyone is there and has no idea how it even happened." he said, chuckling, which infected me directly.

"You know what? That sounds like a fun plan... I feel like Mata Hari. I'm in."

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So I'd be there too^^