Lost (BTS Edition)(OT7xReader)

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"Now you... who spoiled you?" I asked him this time, turning the tables.

"Well, that was two people again... I lost my innocence to my ex-girlfriend, who I had to leave back then to become an idol. But spoiled... that was Jin." he said with a grin.

"Jin spoiled you? How did he do that?" I asked curiously.

"Well, Jin is... a bit special, I'm sure you'll find that out at some point... You might not be able to tell by looking at him, but he's the nastiest person wandering around this island. And he can introduce you to his practices very quickly and you're hooked," he replied with a grin.

"And your ex-girlfriend? Do you miss her?" I asked carefully, not wanting to put him in a bad mood because he had to remember sad things.

"No, that wouldn't have worked for long anyway, she wasn't very happy about having to share me with my passion for dancing and it's been so long now... I hadn't actually thought about her for ages... I guess I got over it a long time ago. Now it's my turn again... the first love... when and with whom were you, for the first time, really in love?" he asked again and I didn't have to think long as a shy and totally nice boy came to mind, because of whom I had begged Mina four times a week when I was 14 to order pizza. He was cuteness personified and I was determined back then that I would marry him and no one else.

"Nine years ago... I was just 14 years old, there was this pizza driver... I was smitten from the moment I saw him smile for the first time. I stuffed myself so full of pizza because of him, I even put on 5 kilos... Mina made me jog to school for six weeks so that I wouldn't put on any more weight. She was afraid I'd be bullied otherwise... Anyway, he supplied us for a year... but just when I wanted to confess my love for him, even though he was a few years older than me... he stopped coming. I was so sad... I just cried for weeks," I told him, smiling sadly the whole time.

"It sounds like you never forgot him... did you ever see him again?" he put an arm around me comfortingly... if you only knew...

"Yes, as a matter of fact I did... a year later... on TV... and I've seen him every day since then... Only he doesn't seem to remember me." I said sadly and he paused.

"You see him... not you saw him... so you still see him... oh my...no way?" sudden realization made him chuckle.

"Yep... Exactly..." I confirmed, nodding.

"You should take him up on it." he suggested and I shook my head.

"Nah, I figure he didn't even know then, why should I bother him about it now? And since he doesn't even recognize me, I think it was just one-sided anyway and I was just a normal customer for him that he forgot about as soon as he had to deliver the next pizza. What's more, he was 18 at the time and I was 14... I think at that age he saw me as a child and not as someone you could date." I rejected him outright.

"But he's clearly interested in you now, isn't he? And the age difference doesn't really matter anymore." he interjected.

"Yes, it does, but I'm embarrassed to talk about my little girl crush on him from back then, maybe he'll think I'm stalking him or something. We're already getting closer as it is..."

"Remember, no couples education, a fair chance for everyone." he reminded me with a grin, which made me look away, caught off guard.

"Don't tell me... are you secretly dating him?" he asked in mock horror.