Lost (BTS Edition)(OT7xReader)

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Wrapping my arms around his neck, I returned the kiss just as lovingly and quite quickly our tongues came into play, caressing each other playfully, while he slowly stroked my back with his hands, which sent little shivers down my spine and made me gasp in pleasure at the kiss. He was so incredibly tender, so gentle and yet I could feel him claiming me with his whole being, making me feel like I was the only person in this world that mattered at that moment and it was just an incredibly beautiful feeling. Endorphins buzzed through my body in flocks, making me tremble happily as he then slid his hands under my top and explored the bare skin beneath. The kiss became more intense, but in no way frantic or hungry. He made me feel things, so much warmth and security, it felt like nowhere was I safer and more protected than with him. I felt the same sense of security with Taehyung, but it was a little different... they all made me feel different... none of them could be compared to the other and I was really glad that I didn't have to choose one... I didn't know if I could have.

"I'm in...." he murmured between kisses, but I didn't understand what he meant by that and pulled away from his lips a little to look at him questioningly.

"In what?" I asked cluelessly, earning a small chuckle.

"Well with you, your poly relationship... I want to be part of it, I want to call you all mine, kiss and cuddle you whenever I want... and I want to show you how you can live out your sexuality... I want to push you to your limits and beyond, I want you to give yourself to me completely, let yourself fall and not be able to stop moaning my name." He whispered the last sentence in my ear, which gave me goose bumps that spread to the tips of my toes. My eyes widened and my stomach tightened excitedly... damn, I wanted that too... really, really, really badly I wanted that, but I also knew that we shouldn't test it out yet, he had to be 100% fit again first. So we didn't go any further than kissing and cuddling and after I had happily given him another little kiss, I snuggled up close to him, hid my face against his neck and let him hold me in his arms.

"Actually, I don't really feel like moving away from you right now, but we should probably get back... We're about to have lunch and you should get your strength back quickly," I said and stood up regretfully. He also stood up with a cheeky grin.

"Don't worry, I'll be fine... you'll soon find yourself tied up somewhere." he predicted, increasing the feeling inside me that I could hardly wait. It sounded so tempting, especially because I was still so inexperienced... on the other hand, the boys had brought out my desire to experiment... I wanted more and more of what they gave me, the thought of what else there was to discover gave me an unbridled joy and the fact that I no longer had to hold back, that we could do what we wanted here, made it all so much better. We were free here...

On the way back, he took my hand in his again and I happily walked beside him until we got back to the others. Jimin and Jungkook were putting the food on the table while Taehyung brought the drinks, but there was still no sign of the others. As we approached, all their attention was suddenly on us and Jimin stared at our clasped hands with a smile.

"Does that mean what I think it means?" he asked cheerfully and I nodded.

"I'm with you now too." Hobi confirmed and Jungkook raised a brow.

"Tell me Tae... do you think you and I actually have a say in this?" he asked and the older man shook his head.

"No... we have no say here... Hyung... be prepared for Y/N and Jimin to drag everyone here one after the other and that you won't have a say from now on." he replied resignedly to Jungkook and then warned Hobi, who just laughed.

"That doesn't matter, it's okay..." said Hobi with a grin.