Shaking my head, I walked on... I wondered if I should worry about Namjoon. On the other hand, he didn't seem to protest in the slightest, so I left it at that and continued on my way. He acted a bit strange every time he drank, which was a bit funny when you were no longer in the situation and just thinking about it. However, I decided to keep an eye on his drinking. Why had he been drinking today anyway? What's more, in secret, no one had noticed anything. Was it his guilty conscience? He said yes, he blamed himself. Suddenly I felt guilty, he was already struggling with the fact that he hadn't helped Hobi and then I came along and reproached him. I was incredibly sorry and decided to apologize to him tomorrow, my concern for Hobi had let my anger get the better of me and that wasn't okay. Basically we were all to blame, we shouldn't have let him drink so much and we could have stopped him... But no, we had all been so amused that we had found his attempt to hit Yoongi funny. Now that I knew he couldn't take much, I would protect him from reaching the point where he was drunk in the future and stop him before his limit. When I thought that I could lose him over something stupid like that, my heart tightened... in all those hours with him, when I had cared for him, we had become so close, I couldn't imagine a life without him now, just like with the others, I never wanted to lose any of them again... but deep down I knew that I couldn't keep them all if we ever returned to the real world. But I didn't want to think about that now, I couldn't let my current life be determined by a what-if. Savoring everything in the here and now and living out my feelings as I wanted was much more important.
"Hey... are you ok?" Yoongi asked as I entered the room. Hobi already seemed to be sleeping peacefully, but Yoongi was sitting cross-legged on the bed, his back leaning against the headboard, his laptop on his lap and seemed to be working on something.
"Yeah, I just wanted to talk to Namjoon for a minute... But he'd had a drink. Tell me, does he always act so weird when he's been drinking?" I wanted to know and Yoongi grinned.
"Did he want to be humiliated or beaten by you?" he asked, chuckling, apparently he knew what I was talking about, so I nodded.
"Yes, he's always like that, after a certain limit... Don't worry, he's never like that sober, I don't know why he gets like that when he's drunk, but Jin always takes care of him then and from their satisfied grins the morning after, he seems to take good care of him... Don't worry about him, he's fine." he explained to me and it actually calmed me down a bit.
"Could you save the data from my phone with your laptop? My display is completely broken, not just the glass... I have videos of my sister on it and I miss her so much..." I pointed to the laptop on his lap and he nodded.
"Sure, it's really easy. Give it to me and I'll do it quickly." he asked me.
"I've got it in the other room... I'll give it to you tomorrow, ok?" I suggested.
"All right, then we should go to bed now." he said, yawning tiredly as he closed the laptop and put it on the bedside table. Then he slid into the middle and made room for me next to him, which I immediately accepted and crawled under the covers to snuggle up to him and lay my head on his chest while he began to nuzzle my neck with his fingers. If I were Ghost, I would be purring right now, but as it was, I just sighed contentedly.
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