Lost (BTS Edition)(OT7xReader)

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Y/N POV

"Hmmm... so nice and cozy." I mumbled as I slowly opened my eyes. Jin was really incredibly comfortable, I could really get used to falling asleep on him. I lifted my head slightly, which ached a little after all the crying, and saw that Hobi was now sleeping leaning against Jin and Jin had laid his head on his head and was also breathing quietly with his eyes closed, but he hadn't loosened his grip on me and was still holding me securely in his arms. I looked at him with a smile, he had helped me so much today just with his closeness and security, I was so grateful to him. The sight of his relaxed face held me captive, wow... he really was incredibly attractive... long, beautifully curved eyelashes, that cute, roundish nose and then those sinful looking lips.... they looked so soft, so inviting that I couldn't take my eyes off them. I would really like to know what they would feel like... The thought of simply stretching a little and gently placing my mouth on his made my stomach feel queasy and my heart skipped a few beats. Should I just go for it? I thought about it for a while, but then I dropped my head back onto his chest in frustration. Why was I so weak? I couldn't resist any of them, I fell for each one faster than I could count to three, even though I had had absolutely no interest in love before I ended up here. Sure, I'd fallen in love with Yoongi when I was 14 and it had never gone away, but I'd never fallen in love again after that... maybe because no one could hold a candle to him, but his members were something else....

But maybe that had always been my destiny, the boys, the island... I didn't want to leave here, I'd prefer to stay here forever. I had no idea how realistic it was that we had been seen, but I hoped it wasn't the case. These thoughts immediately made me feel guilty again... It was very selfish of me to want them all just for myself, after all, there were millions of people who also loved them and needed their music like the air they breathed. They needed to be back in the normal world, back in the spotlight, giving people hope and love, yet I wanted more time alone with them.

"If you just want to keep staring at me, then I certainly won't stop you.... but if you want to taste my lips as much as you look like you do right now, then I would actually encourage you." Jin said with a smirk and my gaze flicked to his eyes, which were now open and looking at me with amusement.

"What? No... I was just thinking, I didn't even realize that I was staring at you..." I talked myself out of it.

"Oh yeah? Because I've been counting... since I woke up, you've licked your lips three times and kissed the air four times. I don't blame you... I'd want to kiss myself too... go for it" he said with a grin and came towards me. My eyes widened, he was right, I wanted it... but one more, wouldn't that cause even more heartache when we were saved? This inner battle between wanting it and not wanting it tore me apart and my gaze shifted restlessly between his eyes and his mouth.

"Of course you don't have to, it was an invitation and not an order," he said gently and smiled at me so lovingly that I couldn't bear it any longer and pressed my lips to his. That was all I did, neither of us moved, we just enjoyed the feeling of soft skin on soft skin. Blinking, I closed my eyes and ran my hands through his hair. This movement seemed to bring him out of his paralysis and he pulled me closer to him while he gently brushed his lips over mine, unable to avoid lifting the corners of his mouth. The kiss remained gentle and innocent and yet it triggered so much in me. So many beautiful feelings flowed through me, I felt warm all over and I felt so comfortable, so well looked after... so relaxing. When we separated again, we both smiled.

"See, it wasn't that hard after all... Just make sure you don't get addicted to it..." his warning probably came a little late...