Lost (BTS Edition)(OT7xReader)

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"Yoongi... I..." I started hesitantly, not really knowing what to say, but he put his index finger on my lips.

"No, don't say anything... I'm not blind, I know what's going on... I see the way you look at each other, the way you hold hands, the kisses and the amorous looks. I see it all and I don't like it, I don't like it one bit and yet... I just can't manage to stay away from you,' he explained and my eyes widened. The secretly being together thing was going really well, so far everyone knew... I wondered if Jin and Namjoon knew too. I looked Yoongi in the eye apologetically, wanting to tell him how much he meant to me, how much I hoped he would join us, but he didn't even let me get a word in edgewise as he kissed me again. He knew as well as I did that I couldn't grant him his wish, that I could never let the boys go again. Not a single one of them, I loved them... each in their own way, each was unique and each had a different place in my heart. But it was the same with Yoongi, and his name had been in my heart for much longer than the others... should I tell him? Would that help in this situation? After a while, he broke away from my lips and pulled me closer to him.

"Let's just sleep now... we... we don't have to give it a name... as long as I can just hold you... That's enough for now." he said and I nodded before resting my head on his chest and after a mumbled "good night", I fell asleep peacefully.

I woke up early in the morning, still snuggled up to Yoongi, while Hobi on the other side was also clinging to Yoongi, who had been upset about Taehyung and Jimin's ambitions to cuddle with them yesterday, but was now sleeping with a smile in our arms. Yeah right, play hard man and then come out as a cuddle monster. Not that I was complaining. However, my smile faded as I remembered last night's conversation. Sighing, I stroked his cheek and then gave him a little kiss on the lips, but he didn't wake up, didn't even show a small reaction.

"Yah... I want too." Hobi complained pouting and giggling, I leaned over Yoongi and kissed his cute snout.

"Quiet... Let's let him sleep," I reminded him and Hobi giggled.

"He won't wake up so quickly... Watch out." He simply licked Yoongi's cheek, giggling even louder, but he just rubbed the spot and turned onto his stomach, hid his face in the pillow and slept on unimpressed. I stared at Hobi in disbelief, who laughed even harder at the sight of me.

"What the hell, Hobi?" I asked, slightly irritated, but he just lifted his shoulders, only to drop them again immediately.

"We'd have to work harder to wake him up," he grinned. I got up to get dressed, Hobi watching me curiously.

"Where are you going?" he wanted to know as I was about to leave the room.

"To Namjoon, I need to have a look at his foot and I wanted to talk to him again," I explained before giving him another kiss and then making my way to the next room. After I knocked, the door opened and Jin stepped out. He smiled warmly at me before holding the door open for me.

"Go on in, I thought you might want to check on him," he said and I nodded gratefully. Namjoon was sitting on the bed with his injured foot propped up on a pillow while he read. He was wearing glasses and... holla the forest fairy (another german term translated into nonsense... i can't stop laughing), he looked really sexy with them. I desperately needed to learn to curb my out-of-control hormones a little, but what could I do, I was literally stranded here in army delulu  land with all these delicious snacks in front of me... Pushing all naughty thoughts aside, I sat down next to him.

"Can I have a look at your foot?" I asked him kindly. He looked up and grinned cheekily.

"If you show me yours too," he said with a grin.

"Stop with the jokes, otherwise I won't believe you that they're just jokes." I complained, giggling, and removed the old bandage. I felt his ankle and then re-bandaged it. The external scratches had not become infected and were healing well, but the internal injury would continue to handicap him for a while.

"It doesn't hurt that much anymore," he told me and I smiled with relief. It really didn't seem too serious.

"Listen, Namjoon... About yesterday... I wanted to apologize, I shouldn't have-" but I didn't get to finish because Jimin came running in excitedly, giving me half a heart attack as he suddenly tore open the door and shouted.

"A ship... on the horizon... there's a ship!"