The birth of my daughter started a turbulent time, we all had no idea how inventive you had to be when you had absolutely no things here that you normally knew how to buy. Unfortunately, there was no supermarket here and Amazon didn't deliver either... As we didn't have a baby carriage, we took it in turns to carry the little one around, with two knotted bed sheets, I made myself a sling and often tied her to my chest so that I had my hands free. However, over time I changed and tied her on my back as this was more practical. I was also infinitely grateful for Jungkook's three cribs, as I could easily put her down anywhere. Since we were eating on the beach where our campfire was, Taehyung and Jungkook built a shelter there, something like a wooden pavilion, where he then built a kind of playpen, thinking right away that she would grow and eventually want to crawl away... so she was safe while we were busy. She was still too small for this and someone always had her in their arms at mealtimes, but I thought it was a good idea. Laundry was now a daily task as the number of diapers I had sewn was limited and also not leak-proof, so she had to be changed more often than normal, luckily there were enough of us so it was someone else's turn every day and only had to be done every eighth day. No one tried to avoid it and everyone was shown how to change them and bathe her everyone took on their share of the responsibility and I was able to kiss them all every day, I was so happy about that... well actually I kissed her every day too...
Although she changed a little more every day as she grew... which was rapid at first, she made no effort to look like anyone else. Six weeks went by now, during which I often had hardly any time to do anything else, as she was damn hungry and sometimes wanted to drink from me every two hours, which left me on the edge of my seat, as I could only sleep for very short periods at a time, which was really draining. She was just drinking again, today she was exactly seven weeks old to the day, had her eyes closed and was sucking on my breast with relish while holding the other one with her little fist... apparently she had seen the jealous looks of the boys and so prevented access to the other nipple... at least that's what Jungkook claimed, although I didn't know if I should really trust her with that much planning, I rather suspected that he was just within reach and she always wanted to hold something in her hand, but Kookie's explanation was a bit more amusing. When she had finished drinking, I lifted her onto my shoulder and gently patted her back until she let the air out with a loud burp. I took her comfortably in my arms to get a better look at her and play with her a little. I let her grab my finger, which she tried to put in her mouth.
"Yah, you little glutton... aren't you full yet, do you have to eat your eomma now too?" I asked with a mock reproachful grimace, whereupon she looked at me and suddenly began to beam... her first smile and it was so sweet that I almost had diabetes shock. Such a pretty smile... oh my God... I knew that smile... it wasn't just any smile...
"You sweet little thing...you look just like me.... but you smile just like your father..."
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Fiksyen Peminat"Just one favor," she had said... "The flight will be amazing, there are celebrities on board," she tried to convince me... "Come on, you can play flight attendant for a few hours, I'll lose my job otherwise..." my sister pleaded with me to take he...
