Lost (BTS Edition)(OT7xReader)

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Sulking, I let myself be dragged back to the campfire and again I was close to tears, which surprised the boys even more than my behavior just now.

"Hey, we're sorry if you weren't feeling well just now, but that was just talk... didn't you rave about James Franco yourself just last week?" Jin asked irritably and I had to agree with him, I had overreacted again. My tears were already threatening to flow again, but Jungkook quickly took me in his arms and cradled me on his lap, so I calmed down much faster this time and felt so comfortable that I fell asleep quite quickly, while the boys looked at each other over my head, perplexed.

Over the next few days, I tried to hold back a bit, which I managed to do quite well, as the boys treated me like a raw egg, but now I had a new problem... I was constantly falling asleep everywhere, I was practically tired all the time and couldn't do anything productive and, above all, I always wanted someone to cuddle with me. The latter wasn't a problem, of course, because there were seven volunteers available, which I shamelessly exploited and felt like I was just chilling on someone's lap.

"Are you sure you're not seriously ill after all? You've been so different lately..." Taehyung asked as I snuggled up to him again.

"No, I don't feel sick... Just a little weak. Maybe I have iron deficiency because we don't eat meat and only fish... or I'm getting my period, then I'll get weird if I don't eat chocolate... oh... ohhhh... ooohhh no..." in the middle of my sentence I realized something... I had only had my period once since we had been here... we had been here for almost 4 months now. Now this could be explained by the unusual situation, but together with all the other symptoms, it only led to one conclusion for me... even if I didn't have a test here, there was still something I could use to confirm it. So I jumped up, ran into the bedroom and lay flat on the bed. Then I took my hands and felt the position of my uterus, which I found surprisingly quickly... too quickly, because it was enlarged. In terms of size, I would estimate it to be between ten and twelve weeks. Without an ultrasound, it was impossible to tell exactly. This explained all of my recent behavior and I felt so stupid for not noticing it sooner. How stupid was I actually, I had a very active sex life, with seven men and completely without contraception, it was bound to happen, so why was I surprised now? A chaos of emotions broke over me when I realized all of this, thousands of questions whirled through my mind. What would happen now? Could I manage this, here without medical help, just with my own knowledge? What if something happened to us during the pregnancy or during the birth, but then I had another thought. This was no longer about me, this was someone around whom my whole life would now revolve and unconsciously I stroked my belly. There was a little person inside me, a little heart that was now beating for me and the thought warmed my heart. My own baby... I immediately started to smile again. My baby and... oh... whose actually? It could be anyone's, I didn't have an exact date of conception and I had been sexually active with all of them during the period in question. If the baby didn't look exactly like its father when it was born, we wouldn't find out as long as we were here on the island.

"That's what I thought... I wanted to ask you a few days ago if you might be pregnant." I heard Jin, who had come in unnoticed and was watching me as I stroked my belly. I looked up, startled, having been deep in thought about how the others would react. With a reassuring smile, Jin sat down next to me and put his hand on my tummy too.

"Don't worry so much... we'll manage."

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Yes, you had already guessed it diligently and it was clear that this had to happen xD