Lost (BTS Edition)(OT7xReader)

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"W-what?" I stared at him in disbelief and met his lewd grin. He put his hand on his lap.

"Well, hop hop hop," he urged me, but I hesitated, chewing nervously on my lower lip until he impatiently pulled me onto his thighs. I lost my footing and almost fell with my face against his, but managed to stop a few centimetres before I did and looked at him with wide eyes. He boldly lifted his chin and suddenly his lips were just millimetres away from mine.

"Stop biting your lips... if you want your lips destroyed afterwards, then let me do it for you." he breathed softly and before I could object, he bridged the small distance between us and I already felt his lips on mine. Completely taken by surprise, I sat frozen on top of him, not knowing how to react, until he put his hands on either side of my waist, gripping me tightly, whereupon I broke free from my torpor and carefully began to return the kiss. I clasped my hands on the back of his neck and moved a little closer to him. I could hardly believe what was happening, how often I had imagined such a situation in my daydreams... He ran his tongue demandingly into my mouth, nudging my tongue and encouraging me to join in. His kiss was engaging and playful and he immediately cast a spell over me, the pressure his hands exerted on me gave me a feeling of security and I let myself be completely involved with him, enjoying it very much as we moved closer and closer together and the kiss became more and more intense. At some point, we broke away, breathing heavily, and he rested his forehead against mine before completely confusing me with his next words.

"Be my girlfriend, I want you to be mine alone..." he said and I thought my mind was playing tricks on me, it was so unlikely to me that he could really have said that.

"That... how... what... huh? Why do you want that? I don't understand." I stammered in disbelief.

"I want to be with you, what's not to understand?" he asked and I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. Something about this felt completely wrong.

"We'd exchanged maybe three sentences before tonight, I think that's a very shaky foundation for a relationship. I don't know, but... Have you developed feelings for me in this short time?" I then wanted to know and he looked at me with a wry smile.

"No, not yet, but that could still happen... and what if one of the others was quicker by then?" I was speechless... but I had to give him credit for at least being honest and not pretending to be in love with me. Still, I was disappointed that he only wanted to claim me "just to be on the safe side"...

"I'm sorry, but that's out of the question for me... such a sober relationship in which my boyfriend has to make an effort to fall in love with me, sorry... but I don't want that. I've never been in love before and I want to experience something like that. Besides, it's such an insecure thing, what if I really fall in love and you don't and then break my heart?" I replied and he pressed his lips together.

"Hm... yes, I can understand that... but don't think I'll give up so easily." That cute, crooked grin appeared on his face again and he released me. We had said everything for today, so I quickly went to bed, cuddled up to Jimin, as there was no more room for me between the two of them and he was in the middle today, and then fell asleep after thinking about Yoongi's words for a while.