Teenage Love

Chapter 20: Bedroom Door

"Less it's not what you think" I said looking at her, her eyes still looking down at the cigarette pack

"What is it then?" She snapped

She bent down and picked it up

"How many have you had?" She asked

"Only one" I said

She opened the package to see that only one was missing

"Why Alex" Alessia sighed

I shrugged, taking the cigarette packet out of her hand

"Can we go now" I asked, I didn't mean to sound rude I just put my guard up

Alessia sighed but nodded

"Less open the door" I said leaning my head against her bedroom door

Ever since we got home she went straight to her room, locking her door and ignoring me

"Less" I begged banging on the door again

"Alex I just need time, you lied and said that you wouldn't put a cigarette near you mouth yet you did" Alessia said

I felt a hand on my shoulder

"Give her some time, I'll make sure she is alright mate" Lotte said smiling softly

I sighed but nodded my head, going into my room and falling asleep

I woke up early in the morning, groaning as I replayed what happened last night in my head.

I got up, both girls still asleep and headed downstairs

Putting some music on through the speaker in the kitchen

I shuffled my playlist and 'Us by James Bay' came on

Sometimes I'm beaten
Sometimes I'm broken
'Cause sometimes this is nothing but smoke
Is there a secret?
Is there a code?
Can we make it better?
'Cause I'm losing hope
Tell me how to be in this world
Tell me how to breathe in and feel no hurt
Tell me how could I believe in something
I believe in us
After the wreckage
After the dust
I still hear the howling, I still feel the rush
Over the riots, above all the noise
Through all the worry, I still hear your voice
So, tell me how to be in this world
Tell me how to breathe in and feel no hurt
Tell me how 'cause I believe in something
I believe in us
Tell me when the light goes out
That even in the dark we will find a way out
Tell me now 'cause I believe in something
I believe in us
Used to be kids living just for kicks
In cinema seats, learning how to kiss
Running through streets that were painted gold
We never believed we'd grow up like this
So tell me how to be in this world
Tell me how to breathe in and feel no hurt
Tell me how 'cause I believe in something
I believe in us
Tell me when the light goes out
That even in the dark we can find a way out
Tell me now 'cause I believe in something
I believe in us
I believe in something
And I believe in us

Why do less and I always relate to theses kinda songs?

The next some came on ' Let it go by James Bay'

From walking home and talking loads
To seeing shows in evening clothes with you
From nervous touch and getting drunk
To staying up and waking up with you
Now we're sleeping on the edge
Holding something we don't need
All this delusion in our heads
Is gonna bring us to our knees
So come on, let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me?
Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me?
And I'll be me
From throwing clothes across the floor
To teeth and claws and slamming doors at you
If this is all we're living for
Why are we doing it, doing it, doing it anymore?
I used to recognize myself
It's funny how reflections change
When we're becoming something else
I think it's time to walk away
So come on, let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me?
Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me
And I'll be me
Tryna fit your hand inside of mine
When we know it just don't belong
There's no force on earth
Could make me feel right, no
Tryna push this problem up the hill
When it's just too heavy to hold
Think now is the time to let it slide
So come on, let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me?
Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Let the ashes fall
Forget about me
Come on, let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me?
And I'll be me