Teenage Love

Chapter 22: Wanted

"You and me arnt a thing anymore Alex, I don't want you anymore" I said to Alex

She came closer to me, pushing me against the wall of the house, she pressed her body close to mine and moved my head to the side, kissing my neck

"Don't want me anymore?" She said looking up at me, my breath hatched as I felt her breath on my neck

I shook my head nervously

"Is that why you still wear my hoodies around the house" she smirked at me

I stayed quite

"Hmm" she said as she pressed my hips against the wall

"You and me both know that I have you wrapped around my finger" she said

And she was right... she did

She made hickeys on my neck as I pushed my head against the wall, giving her some more space

I let out a deep breath as she let her hands roam around my body...

She guided me onto my bed, she slipped her hands under my shirt and ran her hands over my stomach

This wasn't the way I wanted her to get me back

"Stop" I whispered

And just like that she stopped her movements completely

"We can't" I said

She flopped on top of me, head resting on my chest as she let out a deep breath

"I know" she mumbled

Although I'm definitely wrapped around her finger she's very respectful and doesn't use it to her advantage and never pressures me into anything

I let her lay on me for a while, me drawing shapes on her back as she was lost in her thoughts

"You know I messed up and I'm so sorry about it" she said after a while

"Why did you even do it" I asked softly

"Because you need to stay far far away from me, I'm not good for you less" she said

"So why try fuck me then" I asked

"Because" she said hiding her point

"Because what Al" I asked

"Because I can't stay away from you" she confessed

"I need you Alessia but you need someone better then me, I told mum this during summer break... you deserve someone better and I can't give you that" she said making my heart break

She thinks she not good enough for me

"Remember that time at school when that girl was picking on me" I said running my hand up and down her back

"Mhm" she mumbled moving her head to my neck

"What did you do?" I asked her softly