my wild mate

chapter 59

Joshs pov

Me and kayleigh are lay in bed where we've pretty much spent all morning making love and cuddling "I don't want you to go, I hate this part" she signs as she cuddles into me more

"Hey, a wise woman once told me , this isn't goodbye it's more of a see you later"

"Don't use my own sayings on me Joshua! I'm serious.  I hate it"

"I know, I do as well but it's okay its just for a few weeks and then you'll be coming with me to hilltop"

"I'm scared and excited" she sits up and I do the same "I can't wait to spend my life with you, that's the truth but wolf creek is all I've ever known, I'm scared to be luna, what if I mess up? I've never been away from my family and I know I'll miss them, what if something happens and they need me"

"Hey, calm down. I get it, i couldn't imagine leaving hilltop, shannon is the best one to talk to she left her pack and now she's luna to your pack and I think she's doing a good job. With the other things if anything happens I will get you here as soon as I can and besides I know witches now, I could always get then to telaport us"

I shrug my shoulders and she gently smacks my arm "I'm serious josh"

"So am I"

"Ah you're so annoying" she rolls her eyes at me and smiles

"I know but you love me"

She turns to me and I see her eyes light up " I do... I do love you josh"

My wolf yipps in my head and I'm over come with a feeling I've never felt before, don't get me wrong I knows she loves me but to hear her say it is just something else. I pick her up and place her on my lap before pressing my lips to hers

"I love you too" she smiles and presses her lips to mine, the tension builds and we're once again making love, this time is different, we're not fucking, we not racing for the orgasm, we take our time and it's soft and slow. I feel the bond between us grow more and I feel like I'm on cloud 9.

We eventually pull ourself out of bed to shower and get ready for me and mum to leave. Before I know it it's time to say bye again, we make our way round to everyone saying our good byes before we head to the car, we wave out the window as everyone watches us pull off. 

"I really like this pack. I'm so happy shannon found such an amazing mate and pack to become her new family" mum is sadly smiling next to me. I know she misses shannon but like she said shannon has her own family now and I couldn't be more proud of her.

"They're amazing group of people" I smile at her and turn up the radio as we sing along to the songs and make the long drive back home

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A few hours later we're arriving onto the land, Mia and Brian welcome us back as we make our way through the grounds. I pull up to the parking lot next to the pack house and we climb out, I watch as mum turns and looks at the pack house lost in her own world I walk up to her and stand next to her

"I want you to move back in there josh"

I'm shocked at her statement, the same week dad died we moved out, we couldn't bare to be in there

"No mum"

She turns and looks up at me "before your father died, that was our home, I birthed you and Shannon in there, raised you in there, that house holds so many tressured memories. You're the alpha and that's where the alpha should be, just like at wolf creek"

"This isn't wolf creek mum"

"Yes but I've learnt alot by watching how they do it. They have the family together in one big house. Just like we did! Me, your dad, Allan, Cathy, you, shannon and carter all lived here and it was amazing. The pack always knew where to find everyone and we always had each other to lean on. Me and Cathy helped each other with you kids while your dad and Allan done all the pack business"