I Don't Care If Heaven Won't Take Me Back

Chapter Three: Secrets Out

"Gilinsky!" Madeline yelled.

"I know" I said looking down.

"Seriously Kate are you fucking stupid! Out of everyone you could have slept with you chose man slut Gilinsky"

"I made a mistake okay!" I yelled "why are you getting mad at me?"

"I'm not mad it's just" she paused "your Kate Jensen you take pride in who you are and your faith yet you decided to loose your V-Card to him" I was going to speak when the bell rang.

"I'll see you after school" she said in disappointment as she left.

They day was going by slow to slow for my liking I had to much on my mind so I decided to go home early. I walked home and instantly went upstairs to my bed.

How am I going to do this? How am I going to tell my parents and how will they react. They fallow the bible and expect me to as well. Then there is Jack do I even tell him? Everyone is going to look at me differently. All the girls in my class have sex but none of them are pregnant then there is me. I do it one time now I'm creating new life.

Soon enough my parents were home, I declined dinner saying I wasn't feeling well witch my mother understood from seeing me this morning. After all my thinking I finally fell into a peaceful sleep.

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School is going by so slow and I feel like Madeline is avoiding me. She was acting fine this morning but now is acting weird. I chose to ignore it I'm guessing she's just letting it all sink in. I grabbed my history book from my locker and went too my sixth period class taking a seat next to Johnson.

"Mary, heard your not so innocent anymore" Tammy one of my teammate also the school slut said to me.

"What's that suppose to mean?" I shot back.

"Well you know sense you got a bun in the oven , we can't really call you vergin marry"

The whole class went silent, and I felt all eyes on me. Madeline I'm going to kill you.

"Wait! What the fuck Mary your pregnant" Sammy yelled from across the room.

I looked around not knowing what to say until my eyes fell on jacks. I couldn't tell what he was thinking so I instantly looked away.

"So the rumors are true?" Johnson said quietly next me to me.

Still speechless I grabbed my books and walked out of the room while everyone laughed other then Johnson and Jack. As I left the class room with tears streaming down my face I bumped into the one and only Madeline.

"What the hell?" I said running up to her.

"I'm sorry! It slipped out they don't know who's it is they just know your pregnant" I could tell she felt bad but at this moment I don't care.

"Do you know what this means Madeline I mean did you even think?" I sighed in frustration "half the kids here go to my church it's going to get back to my dad!" I screamed running off. She should have known better everyone gossips.

I walked out of the school not really having any destination, so I walked to the foot ball field where no one was. My life is over it's officially over. Before I even reached the bleachers I heard someone calling my name causing me to turn around.

"Is it true are you pregnant?" Jack asked standing twenty feet away from me.

"Yea its true" I said blankly all emotion has left my body.

"Is it mine?"

"Considering your the only guy I have slept with.. Yea it's yours"

We stood in silence for what seemed like an hours before Jack turned around without saying a word causing me to cry even harder. I shouldn't have expected him to care at all, why would he?