I Don't Care If Heaven Won't Take Me Back

Chapter Fourty Seven

"I hate you for this you know" Madeline said as we sat at our table, she's upset because this is a huge party celebrating me and jack, she wants a drink but because everyone thinks she's knocked up she can't.

"I know.. I'm sorry" I said looking out to everyone dancing.

"You have to tell him Kate.. I can't fake it forever"

"I know" I sighed as Stella came running up to me in her beautiful purple and white dress "he said it was glad it wasn't me.. He said it would ruin everything"

"Look at her" Madeline said pointing to Stella "you think that if you and jack make another human that looks as beautiful as the one in your lap, that it would really ruin him?"

"Humans" I sighed "I'm having twins"

"Holy shit" she put her hand to her chest.

"Yea"

I walked around the reception hall with jack as we greeted and thanked everyone for coming. My mom and Tessa came and grabbed Stella bringing her onto the dance floor, so she could show her moves as Stella would say. It's fun having every one we love in one place.

"Look at your dancing queen" my mom said once she walked off the dance floor over to me.

"Yea she's cute isn't she" I laughed.

"She's so much like you when you were her age.. The flash backs keep pouring in" she smiled "you use to walk around the kitchen singing little mermaid songs dancing your heart out. Always put a smile on my face"

"She does the same thing" I laughed taking a picture of her on my phone "glad you could make it mom" I hugged her tightly before I walked off to the head table. Madeline wanted to give a speech and I guess now is the time. I sat down next to jack, he put his arm around me while she began talking.

"First off I want to thank everyone who came, and as much credit as Kate tries to take when it came to planning this she's wrong I did it all" the whole room including me and jack busted in laugher.

"Anyways, I know this is just a celebration but I really wanted to give a speech. Growing up Kate has always been my best friend and along the way jack as well. There has been ups and downs with these two but the thing that amazes me is at the end of they day they always find their way back to each other and a lot of people can't say that. They have created a beautiful family one that I hope to model mine after someday and I want to thank you two for that. So here's to the happy couple" she said looking me dead in the eyes "who no matter what the struggle is they will get through it because love.. Well that over powers anything"

The crowed erupted in cheers as Madeline sat back down and people went out back to the dance floor. Tonight was special I got to wear my white dress a simple one that was a lose fitting strapless dress with off white fabric. No needs or diamonds just the shiny silk. Jack looked so handsome in his tux along with the other boys. We room a lot of pictures once that will last a lifetime. Even though we didn't get married in front of everyone, we got to celebrate together and to me that's what matters.

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"It has been a long day" I said putting my hair up in a ponytail as I sat down on the couch next to jack.

"It's has" he rubbed my shoulders "but I do have some exiting news.. Our tour was approved! World wide baby 10 months. The boys Madeline me you Stella we're going to see the world"

"I'm pregnant" I blurted out, ten months ten whole months? I can't travel when I'm carrying a child let along two.

I realized what I had said, jack sat up straight with his mouth parted not expecting it at all and to be honest I wasn't expecting to say it either, it just kinda slipped out.

"It's not Madeline, it's me" I said looking up to him with hope that he would give me some sort of sign of how he was feeling "I'm pregnant jack.. We're pregnant.. With twins"

"Twins?" He said motionless as all color drained from his skin. "How long?"

"Almost three months" I said quietly.

"..no how long have you known?"

"Two weeks"

I looked up at jack as he moved away from me so he is obviously not happy with the idea at all just like I expected. He just sat there looking at the wall not saying a thing while I sat here feeling my heart beat out of my chest waiting for something to come out of his mouth hell a sigh would do.

"What are you thinking?" I asked hoping to hear an answer.

"I'm thinking you should have told me two weeks ago" he said standing up walking into the bedroom while I fallowed "damnit Kate! I just sighed onto this tour! What the hell were you thinking not telling me"

"I'm sorry" I cried "I was scared, you said you didn't want kids right now, even the other night you said you were happy it was Madeline. I got scared tha-"

"What the hell was I suppose to say?!" Jack yelled causing me to flinch back "I would have said the same thing two years ago if you would have asked me before Stella was born! That doesn't mean that I wouldn't have dealt with it or be happy!"

"So your happy?" I questioned confused as I whipped some tears from my face.

"Happy?! I'm fucking pissed!"

"Pissed about the babies or at me?"

"At you!" He waved his hands towards me then sat down on the bed "we could lose everything if I backed out of this tour"

"I don't want you to back out of this tour, we will figure it out I promise.. Jack I don't want you to stop what you love doing. I just want you to be a good dad, I want you to be happy that we're adding on to our family, that we will have two beautiful babies soon and our daughter will have siblings.. That's all I want"

Jack sighed looking up grabbing my hand so I was sitting on his lap "you and Stella will come with me until the doctors say you can't?" He asked about the tour.

"Of course" I smiled "I just can't fly my last moth but if we're on the tour buss then we can be there until they come"

"I'm not mad at you anymore" he laughed kissing my cheek and laying the both of us down "twins?"

"Twins" I repeated.

"We are never going to sleep again" he laughed as I cuddled into his chest.

"So your not mad at all?"

"It's not the best timing" jack sighed rubbing his forehead "but no I'm not mad"

"Good" I kissed him quickly then got under the covers.

Okay so it started out bad but ended in a good note. Next time I think I'll just tell jack right away so I never have to go through the stress of keeping it from him again.. That is if there will be a next time. I think three kids will be enough for us.