I Don't Care If Heaven Won't Take Me Back

Chapter Ten: Stay Away

I'm seeing my parents tonight for the first time in seven months, I am beyond nervous. After all this time I still want to impress them, I don't know what will happen tonight I just hope it's not bad. Maybe once they see me, and actually listen to what I have to say they might understand. I miss them, more then I'll admit. I miss our family dinners every night, I miss coming home from school to my mom asking how my day was, I miss how they pushed me to be the best I could be and I miss going to church. In their eyes I committed a sin, witch I did but so does everyone right?

I made a mistake by having sex with Jack, But now I wouldn't change a thing. I used to be only focused on school work, the church and sports, now my life has more meaning. And Jack, he was the type of guy to party every night and have sex with anything that walked. Now he is a faithful boyfriend who has not only taken me in but has cared for me and this baby as well. I wish he could be with me tonight, but it wouldn't have been fair if I asked him not to go to LA with the rest of the boys. I don't even know what's all going on with this vine stuff or the music thing, if it's something he cares about then good for him. If it turns into something we will figure that out when the time comes.

"Kate you look beautiful" I heard Dave jacks dad say as he walked into the room. I'm wearing a simple off white dress with a brown belt, my hair is curl and I really tried hard with my makeup. Yet I feel like the ugliest thing on the planet.

"Thank you.... Wait why are you so dressed up?" I asked, usually Dave is dressed nice but in a casual way. Tonight he is wearing a suite and tie, he looks vary handsome, if only I could get jack in a suit and tie.

"I thought I would tag along tonight" Dave smiled "let's go, Katherine is waiting in the car"

I smiled and grabbed my purse, I can't help but feel intense butterflies in my stomach. I never thought I would feel so uncomfortable seeing my family. I am excited to see Tessa though, we are super close or at least we're before she left for her mission trip. I wonder how she will take the news of being an aunt.

"Kate just remember, we are right here with you" Katherine smiled at me as we pulled up to the church parking lot where I used to spend most of my time.

I smiled and quickly checked my phone one last time before walking through the doors. Jack hasn't texted me yet today and I was hoping he would by now. This is the longest we have been apart sense we have been together. He gets home tomorrow night and I can't wait. I put my phone back in my purse and looked up at the doors debating if I still wanted to go in.

"Are you sure you want to go in? We can just go out for dinner or something if your not comfortable" Dave said as we stood there.

"Yea.. I'm sure" I breathed out. I didn't even know I was holding my breath.

We walked in and I felt like all eyes on me, it felt like the whole room was judging me. Katherine grabbed my hand giving it a light squeeze as we walked through crowds of people. I haven't spotted either of my parents or sister yet. I kept searching for them as we walked around, no luck yet. We found a table and sitting down giving my fee relief.

"Kate?" I heard the familiar voice of my sister from behind.

"Tessa!" I stood up in excitement along with Katherine and Dave.

"Wow mom and dad weren't lying.. Your like really pregnant" I couldn't tell by the look on her face is she was upset or okay with it.

"Um yea.. I'm due in two months" I said to her then it got awkward "oh Tessa this is Katherine and David, jacks parents" I introduced them.

"Wait.. Jack who?" She kinda blew them off in a rude was but I honestly don't think she meant to, shes still in shock.

"Gilinksy, he's my boyfriend and the babies father"

"Wait what! Kat-" Tessa was cut off by my parents as they walked up.

"Kate" my father said sternly as if I was one of his bus odds partners.

"Hi dad.. Hi mom" I looked down at my feet not really knowing what to think of all this, my mom stayed silent not saying a word, like always.

"I see your still pregnant" my dad said.

"Yup, two more months" I replied with a smile on my face, I don't care if he can't except it but I am happy.

"And you are" my father looked between Katherine's and David.

"We are jacks parents" Katherine's replied.

"Who is Jack?" My mother spoke.

"My child's father also my boyfriend" before i could say anything more my dad raised his voice at us.

"So your telling me, you two" my dad said pointing between Katherine's and David "are okay with all this? I mean you show up here with her today and I can also guess she's living with you" he laughs as if he was mocking us "your son takes my daughters innocence, and you act as if nothing as wrong.. What great parents you are"

"Excuse me?" Katherine spoke up "they made a mistake but every kid does these days, and as for your daughter your correct she does live with us, because she showed up at our home with tear stains cheeks because her parents made her leave when she needed them the most" she spit with anger.

"We gave her all we could, we raised her right! She was a good girl" he said looking at me "Kate you had the ticket to heaven, you always lived by the books" then he looked back at Katherine and Dave "Now she's a nothing, it's all because of your son"

I felt the room go silent, everyone was now watching the mess unfold in front of us. David is not happy, if looks could kill my father would be dead.

"Excuse me god. but fuck you" he spit at my father "she is not a nothing! You don't even know your own daughter anymore! She has been put down, called names! She has been caring a chilled and has still stayed at the top of her class. Do you know she is going to be valedictorian? And as for my son, you know nothing about him, yea he hasn't always been the smartest kid in the crowd but he is a good kid. And they are good together, they will be amazing parents! Unlike you we will support them and love this child, as far as I'm concerned, you are no longer apart of Kate's life, you have done nothing but treat her like shit from the moment you found out. So stay away from her, stay away from our son and so help me god you will stay away from their child! What was said today can not be taken back, live with it"

"Kate lets go" Katherine's said handing my my purse. "And to think, this is a place your suppose to come to find peace" she laughed as we walked out.

Without thinking I turned around to face my dad just to get one more look at his selfish face along with my mothers.

"Wait" I said to Dave and Katherine, as I walked back up to my parents.

"Mom, I know you don't agree with him but your afraid to say it aren't you?" I stared into her eyes as I could see them watering up "but you would never admit it, even if that means losing me" I watched as the tears spilled down her face but I felt numb it didn't affect her anymore "okay" I gave up and turned to walk outside.

"Oh and dad" I said turning to face him "I don't care if heaven won't take me back. This baby will be worth it"