I Don't Care If Heaven Won't Take Me Back

Chapter Fourty Two

"I'm going to get lunch with Tessa" I said to jack as he laid in bed starring at the wall like he has done for days.

"K"

I went up to kiss him on the cheek before I left. I hate seeing him like this, he's so broken. The funeral wasn't easy for any of us. I think knowing it would be the last time we all said goodbye caused it to hit us heard and jack hasn't been the same sense. No one knows we're married yet, other then Tessa I told her over the phone. All jack has done is lay in bed with small tears escaping sense, and it's been a week. At night all he wants to do is have sex, at one point he even told me it takes his mind of things and if that's what he needs I'll give it to him. He will play with Stella and in those moments he will crack a smile but other then that he's in bed. Eventually we will have to move on, go back to LA and he will need to work again. Management has been vary nice when it's come to all this giving jack as much time he needs, I'm just worried he won't bounce back to what he once was.

"Hey" I said as I sat down across the table from Tessa as she took a drink of her tea.

"So tell me how it happened again? You two just decided to get married?"

"Pretty much" I smiled "I think we both gave up on trying to fight it, it was bound to happen"

"what if he does the same thing he did before Kate?" I knew this was coming.

"He won't, we were going through a hard time then, both of us trying to figure out who we were, and where are place was in our relationship. It's different now" I sighed. Tessa is my sister and more then anyone I want her approval. She is still upset over the jack thing and she has ever right to be.

"As long as your happy" she sighed "I just don't want to see you hurting again"

"And I don't want to hurt again.. I trust him tess" as I finished speaking our waiter had brought us our food, thank god I'm starving. There is no food at the house and I don't want to buy any because I know we need to go back to LA soon.

"So how is he anyways?" Tessa asked caringly as she took a bite of her food.

"Sad, broken, angry" I sighed "I don't know what to say or do to make any of the pain he is feeling better"

"Well hey there" Sammy and Skate scared the living shit out of us as they creeped up and sat at our table "funny running into you here" Sammy laughed.

We're at the same cafe we always came too. This was the hangout if that what people would call it. Nothing fancy but nothing to horrid to be at. That's why I like to come here, it's were I would come when I was kid to talk to my friends about things or to read a book even sometimes bring my laptop and watch a game or two.

"How's are boy doing?" Skate asked as he stole my food "hey" I scolded taking it back "what? I'm hungry and it's good" the little shit took it away from me again so I just gave up.

"He will be okay" I said answering the previously asked question.

"You would think you too getting married would make him a little happier" Tessa said making me want to punch her. Sammy and skate instantly turned their chairs facing me and I felt my whole body go numb. Really Tess did you have to say something?

"You got married?" Sammy said shocked "as in husband and wife? Till death due you part.. Married?"

"Yup"

"What the fuck? When?" Skate asked.

"The day after the accident" i said looking down at my hands putting on my ring I guess there no hiding it now.

"Hey guys!" Madeline and Johnson walked in sitting down at the table. Oh dear lord this just keeps getting better.

"Jack and Kate got married" Sammy said being the big mouth he is.

"What!!?" Johnson and Madeline said in unison.

"Yes! Okay we got married" I said throwing my hands in the air "it happened it's done my last name is Gilinsky now.. What more do you want me to say?"

Sammy "why?"

Skate "how?"

Johnson "I expected it"

Madeline "thanks for the invite"

"Why.. Because we love each other.. How.. We went to the court house.. And Johnson I think we all did.. Madeline I'm sorry it was kinda sper of the moment"

"I don't even know what to think" Skate said rubbing his forehead.

"I feel the same way" Tessa agreed.

"You two literally hated each other last week" Skate said looking me dead in the eye.

"It's what I wanted.. It's what we both wanted" I sighed looking at my food, these are my best friends I want them to support us.

"We're happy for you guys Kate.. But why did you not tell us.. Or at least call us so we could be there?"

"Momma" I heard the sweet little voice of my daughter. I turned around to see her and jack walking in. As much as I'm glad he is out of bed I hope he's not upset everyone knows.. Again thank you Tessa. "What's up guys?"

"Oh you know just talking about the wedding I wasn't you best man at" Johnson said taking us off guard as jack sat down with Stella in his lap.

"Sorry" I said looking over to him, all he did was smile.

"Sorry dude, it just kinda happened" jack said drinking some of my pop, I mean really is anything I orders actually mine?

"You didn't do it the right way" Madeline huffed "your suppose to wear a white dress and have a party with everyone there. Be a princess for a day.. That's what we have dreamt of sense we were kids"

If I'm honest she is right, I have had my wedding planed sense I was six. It was a day I had looked forward to all my life. But if being with jack and doing it in my senior year prom dress that was way to big for me meant I would be with him for the rest of my life then I'm perfectly okay with it.

"Is that what you wanted?" Jack asked looking over to me.

"I wanted you and that's why I got"

"I agree with Madeline you didn't do it right" Tessa budded in.

"Well we can do it again can't we?" Jacked asked.

"What do you mean?"

"Like we can have a reception.. A party were we can invite everyone to celebrate.. You might not get to walk down an isle but you can get a dress and be a princess for a day"

"Really" I said as my eyes lit up in excitement.

"Of course" jack smiled "we can plan it once we get back to LA.. I booked our flights we leave tomorrow"

After that we all finished up eating what was once my food and decided to head home. Now that we're going back hopefully things can go back to normal again. I know it's going to take jack some time but I believe in him. The fact that he actually left the house today was a big step. Maybe if we keep busy that will help. With the boys planning a tour, Stella starting to walk and talk, along with now planning a reception to celebrate our marriage, we have alot going on. Maybe right now that's exactly what we need.