I Don't Care If Heaven Won't Take Me Back

Chapter Seven: Shes my love

JACK P.O.V

We walked into the house the sound of music bumping and people talking. I instantly regretted coming I'm not into this anymore, I would rather be home with Kate wrapped in blankets watching a movie. I can't believe at one point this is what I lived for.

Jack: I wanna come home :( I missssss youuuu!

I texted her within seconds she replied.

Kate: just have fun! Soon enough the baby will be here and our social lives will be non-existent!

Jack: Then you should be here with me.

Kate: Jack just have fun! Me and baby are going to bed! Madeline already passed out.

Jake: okay, go to sleep I'll be home later . Love you.

Kate: love you too, have fun!

Why does she have to be so understanding, honestly when we first started dating I thought she was going to be the jealous type considering my past but she is the exact opposite. She trusts me and I don't know why. I mean I would never cheat on her I'm in love with her, it's just she has only had sex with me where I can't even count the number of girls i have slept with on my hands.

"Gilinsky is here ahhhh shit Kate let him off the leash!" Tammy said walking up to me.

"Yup I'm here" I said in a plane tone I can't stand her.

"So does that mean we get to have fun tonight? Like old times?" She said tracing her finger down my stomach.

"Nope" I pushed passed her and went to the kitchen.

I crabbed a beer and walked around talking to some teammates. After a while I played Sammy in beer pong kicking his ass like always. Me Jack Gilinsky will for ever be the beer pong champion. After a while we got bored so we went to sit by the fire.

"So after the baby's born what's your plan?" Josh a friend asked.

"We're just kinda going with it" I laughed we really have no idea what we're doing.

"What about collage?" Mike said coming into the conversation.

"I'm going to Arizona state I thought you knew that, you were there when I got my acceptance letter" I laughed at him.

"You and Kate are moving to Arizona?" Sammy asked, then it hit me we have never talked about it.

My dream has always been to go out there for school I never thought twice about it until now. I never brought Kate or the baby into the situation. I ignored the rest of the questions and kept to myself I don't want to talk to them about it before I talk to her.

"Wanna hit?" Johnson asked passing me the blunt.

"Yea" smoke helps me relive some stress so why not.

We smoked and drank for awhile longer until I decided to leave. Luckily Lawson only lives a block away so it was an easy walk home. When I walked in I did it quietly trying not to wake anyone, Madeline was passed out on the couch so I'm guessing Kate is in bed.

When I go to our room I turned on the light, she was cuddling the pillow the doctor recommended her. She was sleeping so peacefully. I stripped down to my boxers getting in bed wrapping my arms around her. This is where I want to be, not at some party, I want to be with her and the baby now where else.

"Did you have fun?" I heard Kate ask as she woke up a little bit.

"I did, but I missed you" I kissed the back of her neck "where do you want to go to collage?" I asked even though now probably isn't the best time.

"Iv decided I don't want to go" she said yawning "I just want to be a mom"

"Really?" I'm shocked to hear her say this.

"Yea babe" I could tell she was starting to drift off.

"Love you" I whispered kissing her one last time before we birth closed out eyes and fell asleep.