I Don't Care If Heaven Won't Take Me Back

Chapter Twelve: Apologies

"Kate it was a long time ago" Jack said in a calming voice, but that didn't work.

What kind of monster was he doing that to my sister? Did he do that to other girls? How many other girls has he even slept with? Was that his intentions with me the whole time just sleep with me then ignore me?

"So that's suppose to make it better?" I scuffed standing up.

"No it's not, but I'm a different person now and you know that!" Jack said raising his voice, it didn't phase me I'm too upset.

"Oh okay your a different person now?" I laughed " why Jack? Why are you a different person?"

"Because" he stuttered "I have you.. And the baby"

"Exactly" I yelled "if I wouldn't have gotten pregnant You would be the same old Jack fucking and dumping anything that walks"

"I didn't do that to you!" He yelled.

"Because I told you not to tell anyone! I gave you the easy way out!" I screamed louder "I mean honestly how many girls did you do this too?"

He stayed silent, that's what I thought.

"Not only did you do it to my sister! But you probably did it to half of the school!"

"I'm sorry! Okay! IM SORRY! I don't know what you want me to say!" Jack yelled not being able to defend himself.

"I want you to tell me the real reason why your with me?" I said letting a few tears fall.

"What's the suppose to mean?" He questioned confused.

"Your with me because I got pregnant, you felt like you had to take me in, you felt like you had no choice"

"Kate that is not true" he said sternly.

"If it's not true then I want to know how many girls you have slept with" I said crying Jack looked at me funny sighing "because I can tell you my number.. One.. I have only slept with one person, and that persons you"

"Kate I love yo-"

"Lies" I spit at him "if you can't tell me then leave, I don't want to be around you"

"I'm not leaving we are going to talk through this" Jack said sternly.

"Fine! Then I'll leave!"

I grabbed my phone and texted Madeline to come get me, she replied instantly saying she was on her way. I don't care if it's midnight i can't look at him for a second longer. I walked into our closet grabbing my over night bag putting some sweatpants and shirts in it along with my prenatal meds, while Jack followed me like a lost puppy.

"Kate your not leaving, its cold out and your pregnant, just go to bed"

"Nope Madeline will be here any second" I said as I cried putting the rest of the things in my bag as my hormones got to me.

"Babe I'm sorry for yelling and I'm sorry that this hurts you, let's just talk about this" he pleaded with me but it was too late.

Madeline texted me when she was outside, without saying a word I put my shoes on and left slamming the door on my way out. I don't want to be with someone who is only with me because of this situation. He doesn't have to admit it, after putting the pieces together tonight I know that's exactly it. He probably never loved me or wanted to be with me.

"You okay?" Madeline asked as I got into her car.

I shut the door and just cried. We drive in silence back to her house as she conferred me like a friend should, and she doesn't even know what happened. We got to her house, she helped me carry my things in as I wobbled through the door.