I Don't Care If Heaven Won't Take Me Back

Chapter Five: Promise

-Six Months Later-

Okay so life is crazy, I'm starting to look like a damn ballon, I can't even reach my feet and to top it all off i am a hormonal wreck. Let me fill you in on the last few months. For starters I am definitely not the girl I use to be, after weeks of people calling me a slut, whore, bible banger ect. I gave up and kinda became a huge bitch.i pretend like it doesn't get to me but it does. I finally forgave Madeline well because everyone was going to find out eventually and now that the shock of all it is over I'm excited to me a mom. Sammy and Skate still have my back no matter what along with Johnson. When I was about three months along is when everyone found out Jack was the father, we don't have many classes together but I have a lot with Johnson and he has become vary protective over me.

As for me and Jack, well shockingly enough we actually make a great couple. People at first were shocked that we were together, the preachers daughter and the man whore. But the truth is nobody actually knew Jack, he is the sweetest loving guy ever. He takes care of me and has stood by my Side every second of the way. Hes a fighter we still haven't had sex and I know it's bothering him but he won't say anything, witch is nice. As of right now we are vary happy in our relationship.

I can't lie I am starting to go a little crazy, I have been so focused of this baby and Jack that my school work has become harder. But I have seemed to pull through. We only have one month until graduation so I can do it. We are graduating just in time because the baby is due the beginning of September.

"Oh the baby's kicking" I grabbed Johnson's hands and put them on my stomach.

"That's so weird" he laughed "it's like beating your insides"

"Nah it just tickles" I laughed.

"Jack told me you guys aren't going to find out if it a boy or girl.. Why?" He asked.

"Because I want it to be a surprise" if I am going to gain weight, cry all the time and be constantly sick there better be a surprise at the end.

"I'll see you in science" I waved goodbye to Johnson as the bell rang and walked to the library sense it's my free hour.

I tried to do my work but couldn't concentrate the baby won't stop moving. It makes me smile a lot knowing he or she is moving. I grabbed my phone and started looking at baby things, Molly jacks older sister is moving out for collage so we are turning her room into the nursery and the more pregnant I get the more I realize we really need to start stocking up. Me and Jack have yet to talk about collages considering we both graduate this year there has been so much going on I forget to think about it.

"Kate your wanted in the principles office" the librarian came up and told me.

I grabbed my things and walked to the front office. I know I'm not in trouble I have done nothing wrong, so I went in without a worry. I walked into his office and sat across from his desk while he went through some paper work.

"You wanted to see me" I asked with a smile.

"Yea" he said putting his full attention on me "you know your head of your class and up for valedictorian" his face then dropped "Kate I know you have been going through a lot but" he paused "your grades are dropping, I'm afraid if you don't get them back up you will lose your spot at the top"

I froze I have worked my ass off to get where I am today my whole life I have been at the top of my class. I have even had my valedictorian speech ready sense freshman year I can't loose that.

"I'll get my grades up" I said not letting any tears fall I wanted to seem strong even though I wasn't.

"Your going to need to work vary hard, I'm sorry Kate but as of now it's going to Missy Mallett"

"What!" I yelled "you have already given it away?"

"Yes, but that doesn't mean you can't get it back" he sighed I knew he felt bad but I didn't care I kept quiet.

"Can I go now" I asked wiping the tear that I had let fallen.

He nodded his head yes and I walked out of his office. Fuck Missy I have worked so hard and he is just going to let her take it. That's not fair at all that's my spite not hers to take. I let the tears fall as I walked down the hallway to the gym where I knew Jack was, once he saw me he walked over.

"What's wrong?" He asked concerned.

"Can I have the car keys. I want to go home" I said as he just stared at me confused "now Jack" I snapped yelling causing everyone in gym to look at us.

He grabbed my arm gently and walked me out to the hallway, where I let myself brake down g1into his chest. He rubbed my back as I cried not saying anything, just giving me comfort. I cried for a little longer before he broke the silence.

"Baby talk to me" he said in  a soothing tone.

"Fuck Missy Mallett" I cried into his chest "Its all because I did bad on a few tests! It's all my fault" I broke away from him and pulled my hair in frustration.

"So you got a few bad grads babe, it happens... I get bad grades all the time"

"It happens?!" I snapped "maybe to you but not to me! I have always been top of the class, and now there giving my valedictorian spot up to her" I spat.

"I thought you were friends with Missy?" He questioned.

"I am but still! That's my speech not hers!" I cried "I just wanna go home"

Jack sighed probably in frustration due to the fact I'm always crying or complaining but he handles it in a good way. He went into the locker room I expected him to come out with the keys. Instad he came out fully dressed with his bag in one hand and the car keys in the other.

"Let's go" he said putting his arms around me "will it make you feel better if we stop for some ice cream on the way home"

I laughed "your so good to me" I said as we got into the car.

We drove to Darry queen going through the drive through. Jack got a cookie dough blizzard and I got a banana cream pie my favorite. We ate it as we drove talking about stupid things like the kardashians and other TV shows. It was interesting to say the least. Once we got home we took off our shoes I went instantly upstairs taking my school clothes off so I could get into sweats and jumped into bed getting comfortable. Soon after Jack came up and joined me.

"Come here" he said as he pulled me up so I was laying on his chest, he scratched my back gently causing goosebumps to take over my skin.

"We will get your grades up babe, we will study every night together. I promise on graduation day, you will be the one giving the speech" he said positively.

"Promise" I looked up to meet his eyes.

He gave my nose a cute kids "I promise"

With that I laid my head down back on jacks chest cuddling up to him softly falling into a blissful sleep.