I Don't Care If Heaven Won't Take Me Back

Chapter Fourty Four

"What do you mean your pregnant!?" He said standing up along with me as I paced around the room in a panic.

"I mean I'm pregnant"

"You took a test?"

"No" I sighed looking for my car keys "I want chocolate"

"Okay?"

"The last time I wanted chocolate I was pregnant with Stella.. Nate I never want chocolate"

"Shit you just called me Nate, your serious aren't you?"

"Yes dumbass I'm serious!" Why does it take me saying his actual name for him to take me seriously?

"Maybe your not so much like Haley and Nathan.. This did happen in the show" he laughed sitting back down.

"Stop comparing to the stupid show and get up!" I pulled his arm so he was up off the couch and brought us to the door.

"Where are we going?" He asked as I put on my shoes and he fallowed.

"To find out if I'm pregnant dumb ass" I yelled grabbing my keys.

"You just said dumb ass in front of your unborn child. Bad mom!" Thats when I gave him the look "too soon?" I scrunched my eyes at him "okay to soon.."

We got into the car and I started drive to the doctors office. I'm not wasting my time on any take home test it would just be easier this way. I know I am there is no other reason I would want some candy that is the color brown. The worst part is I'm still craving it just think about it make my mouth water up.

"Isn't this something that jack or Madeline should be doing with you?" Skate asked braking me out of my daze.

"Madeline has her final.. And jack I don't even want to think about him until I know for sure"

"Why? I thought things were going great with you guys?"

"They are" I sighed as I stepped on the brake at a red light "that's the thing, everything is going perfect, But another baby? I don't even know if jack wants more kids. Stella is a lot to handle as it is"

"The lights green" he said pointing at it, I took my foot off the brake and placed it onto the gas, we drove for one more block and we're finally there.

I checked myself in then sat down next to Skate while we waited. This is the worst part.. Waiting.. I remember sitting on the toilet during my first period class waiting the three minutes after I peed on the pregnancy test, those minutes felt like hours.

"Kate Gilinksy" the nurse called, I stood up and started walking to her until I turned around to see Skate still sitting in his chair. Nah I brought you here for a reason friend.

"What no!" He said as I pulled him out of his seat.

"Yes"

He gave up and we fallowed the nurse into our room. She asked me the standard questions they always do and had me fill out some paperwork. She took my hight and weight, I have gained four pounds there is one sign then she took my oxygen witch was normal and blood pressure witch was a little high just like it was with Stella. Once she was all finished she packed up and said the doctor would be in shortly. Not a word was said once she left, just silence I could tell Skate was uncomfortable and I feel bad about that, but I need him here with me.

"Mrs Gilinsky, I'm Doctor Bazol" he said walking in shaking both of our hands "what brings you into today?"

"I think I'm pregnant" I said shaking my legs.

"Okay.." He pressing a few buttons on his computer "how far along could you possibly be?"

"Um" I had to sit and think "two months maybe two and a half"

"Well I'll have you lay down, we will do a quick ultrasound" he said so I did. I laid my head back and pulled up my shirt so he could apply the gel and like always it was freezing.

"Would you be the father?" He said looking over to skate as he grabbed the thing that he puts on my belly to see if I am or not.

"What no, god no"

"Just support" I said so the poor guy didn't need to say anymore.

"Would this be your first child" he asked as he started to rub the gel around.

"My second" I flinched as I felt the coldness on my skin.

I sat back secretly praying we wouldn't hear anything. It's not because I don't want anymore kids, just not now. Jacks head is still a little messed up from the loss of Katherine and David now just wouldn't be the best time.

"I'm not seeing or hearing anything" he said and right as I was about to let out a a big breath he stopped me "oh wait a second" that's when we heard a heart beat, and the scared that I was feeling just seconds ago vanished, I'm pregnant.

"Wow" skate said in aww as he listened "this is amazing"

"Do you hear that echo?" Dr Bazol asked, I listen and indeed did so I nodded my head yes "let's find where that's coming from" he said with a small smile.

"Wait what?" I said in panic as he moved around my stomach.

"There it is" he said as I heard another heart beat "your definitely pregnant Mrs Gilinsky" he smiled moving over the monitor so I could see "with twins"