I Don't Care If Heaven Won't Take Me Back

Chapter Four: Worth It

I woke up once again in pain, i griped my stomach while quickly hopping over Jack so I could get to the bathroom knowing I couldn't hold it any longer. I gripped the sides of the toilet while I emptied myself, morning sickness is a bitch. I head Jack come into the bathroom he held my hair for me and rubbed soothing circles on my back while I finished. He handed me a rag just like my mom would so I could clean myself up.

"This is real isn't it" I sighed in frustration as I leaned against the shower.

"Yea" Jack said leaning against the sink.

"Are we ready for this?" I asked as it just hit me now waking up here. Everything has changed and it's just the start.

"No" he sighed "but by the time the baby comes we will be"

For some reason those words soothed me. I crawled over to Jack and hugged him. I didn't expect him to be this comforting or understanding but he was. He wrapped his arms around me tight making me feel safe.

"I don't want to go to school" I sighed as I stood up knowing the day had to start eventually.

"I'll be there if you need anything" he reassured me.

Jack went to shower in his sister bathroom so I could in his. I washed and conditioned my hair knowing that I was going to let it air dry. I got out dried myself off, before getting dressed I put on some foundation and mascara, I don't really feel like trying to hard today. I put on a pair of yogas and my Victoria secret pink zip up. I walked out of the bathroom to see Jack putting on a shirt then turning to me. He smiled then I fallowed him down stairs to the kitchen where his mom was making what looked like a feast.

"Good morning" she smiled kindly to both me and Jack then putting pancakes in front of us.

"Morning" we both said back with a smile.

"Kate I made you a doctors appointment with jacks dad after school, we need to make sure you and the baby are healthy" to be honest I never even thought about a doctors appointment.

"Thank you" I smiled.

"I have to head to work, I will meet you guys at the clinic around 3:30pm" she said grabbing her things then leaving the house.

Me and Jack finished our breakfast then cleaned up after ourselves. It's funny I have known Jack pretty much my whole life. Yea we have hung out and done stuff together but never on this level, I was more close with Sammy and skate then him and Johnson. We grabbed our backpacks setting them in the back seat of his car then drove to school.

I felt weird pulling up to the parking lot with him, I felt like everyone was starring. It's not exactly weird times Madeline can't some and get me one of the boys have, that's how Jack knew where I lived. I got out of the car grabbing my backpack walking away from him. I still don't want anyone to know he is the babies father.

"Will you please talk to me? I came to get you this morning and you never came out! I'm sorry I told the team" Madeline said coming up to my locker.

"I never came out because my parents kicked me out" I said still frustrated.

"They what?!" She said in shock.

"Yup" was all I asid before I grabbed my English book and walked to class.

If the stares in the hallway didn't make it obvious enough the silence when I walked into class did. I am officially the talk of the school, great. I ignored people's stares and sat next to skate like always with Sammy in front of us.

"I'm sorry for how I acted yesterday Kate, I was in shock" Sammy said turning around to face me.

"It's fine" I'll let Sammy off the hook because he's just an idiot to begin with.