I Don't Care If Heaven Won't Take Me Back

Chapter Thirty One

"Oh my god you still love him!" I heard Kian shout towards me as I signed the last papers.

"What?" I said trying my best to act shocked.

"Your signing thoes papers with a look of death on your face" he laughed walking over to me "look all done" he said grabbing the pen as I finished my name "you have a beautiful home a daughter and.. Me"

Laughing at him I turned around to face him, you know he is vary attractive but he's nothing like jack. Jack is built with eyes that burn into your soul and a smile to kill. Where Kian yes he is good looking but he's skinnier with a not so perfect completion but his smile as well, it's one to consume you. While taking in his features I didn't realize how close we were standing to each other with maybe only a half of inch between us. He brought his hand up to my cheek while I stood nervously wanting to know what was happening.

"I love jack" I spoke quietly into his hand as his face got closer to mine "I'm not over him and don't think I'll ever be"

His face got closer our lips only inches apart. I don't know why I'm not pulling away. Maybe it's the feeling of having someone this close to me, maybe it's the way Kian has treated me and cared for me sense we met or maybe in the back of my mind I know he could distract me from the world that has come crashing down around me.

"And I'm not over Andrea" he whispers before his lips connected with mine. It was a foreign feeling jacks lips always tastes like mint, it always felt like there was passion behind out kisses. With Kian he taste like cherries, as his lips move with mine a feel roughness not only in the kiss but also his lips.

I knew this isn't what I wanted, and as I let the kiss go on I found myself imaging it was jack, as if he was the one holding my waist gently while kissing me. It makes me wonder if jack does this with Madison if he has ever wished it was me behind his closed eyes. But the more I think about it who am I kidding? He left me for her, like he said I was just a little high school crush one he happened to get pregnant.

Kian broke away from the kiss when the sound of my phone ringing went though out the room. For a moment we just stared at eachother until reality hit me that my phone was actually ringing. I shook my head trying to to get all the thoughts of what just happened out of my head and walked over to my phone answering it.

"Hello?" I spoke kindly to the out of state number.

"Yes am I speaking to Kate Jensen?" I mans voice rang through the phone.

"Yes"

"Hello Kate this is coach White calling from the Duke university basketball program" I looked up at Kian in shock, Duke? Cosch white, one of the best known girls basketball coaches in the US if not even the world?

"Um.. Hi.. Hello" I stutters nervously.

"Kate I'm calling to offer you a full scholarship to our 4month girls basketball camp. I was going over some old tapes and came across yours. You would be living on campus and attending camp five days a week four hours a day with weekends off"

I never thought about going to a basketball camp, I always thought about playing at a university. As weird as it sound camps are better, you get more one on one training. And as I have thought about my future lately I'v been think to maybe be a personal trainer, I would be good at that. Or a basketball coach and this camp could help me tremendously. But four months? Four whole months away from Stella?

"It's something I would have to think about. I have a daughter and four months is a long time to be away from her" I spoke into the phone as my mind was rushing.