I Don't Care If Heaven Won't Take Me Back

Chapter Thirty Three

FOUR MONTHS LATER

JACK P.O.V

"So what we're just done then?" Maddison said angry as I grabbed my shoes.

"I'm sorry" was all I could say honestly I can't stand her anymore. I don't even feel bad for braking up with her.

"It's Kate isn't it. You left her then she actually left the state and you realized what it's like to not see her or speak to her on a daily basis"

"Maddison I'm sorry, I don't know what else you want me to say"

She walked out of the door slamming it behind her after saying some bitchey remark about my hair. Honestly I have no idea what I ever saw in her, I guess at the time she was different and I thought that's what I wanted and needed but I have never been so wrong in my life.

Being a full time dad while Kate was gone has taught me a lot. I never gave Kate credit for how hard it was. Your always cleaning or bathing or feeding believe me the list can go on and on. Stella started crawling last month I was sad I missed it she was actually in North Carolina with my mom visiting Kate when it happen. But once my mom brought her home there was no stopping her. Stella would try to crawl up the stairs and down, she is still bumping into everything and pulling herself up to climb on things. I feel like I need to have my eyes on her at every second or she could die. Then there times were I have been up the ass in work. Thirteen hour days where I didn't even get to see her, she would be with Dorothy or Madeline all day while I was gone. Those days broke my heart, the days I couldn't be there. Then there is Kate we haven't talked much I have mostly found things out through our mother or her sister, but what Maddison said was right, when she left it didn't feel temporary, it felt permanent and that scared me.

"Ready to get your girl back?" Johnson said as I walked into the house to pick everyone up to go to the air port.

"You bet I am!" I cheered on. I want her in my arms again it's been to long.

"Just don't fuck it up this time man. Kate still hasn't talked to any of us sense.. Well you know." Skate said putting on his shoes.

"Yea.. And do you really think it's a good idea that we're all going?" Madeline asked and Sammy agreed.

"Look it will be great, Kate will see how badly she was missed will all spend some time together then I'll bring you guys back here and her and Stella home . I'll take that chance to talk to her then everything will go back to normal"

I got Stella buckled into her seat and everyone else piled in the car. The drive there was all talk on how Kate would act. I would be lying if I said I wasn't a little nervous but who wouldn't be. I know I have a lot of explaining to do and it might take a little bit until she fully trust me again. But I know Kate better then anyone I know she loves me and I love her, so what more is there to say it's meant to be.

Once we arrived at the airport we all got out of the car and waited for her at the gate. Stella was in my arms looking around the airport like it was the first time she had seen people before. Every time a voice came on the intercom her face would scrunch up like something horrible would happen but that would soon turn into a giggle. We waited for what seemed like year until we finally saw people walking out. I looked everywhere in the mass of people but couldn't spot her. Until I looked down to see her bring pink suite case to say I was shocked when I looked up would be an understatement. She doesn't look like the Kate I know. She has violate/grey hair that all the celebrities have, she has a hooped nose ring and the Kate who never wore makeup now looks like she has spent hours on it, it's almost as if she got it done. And her outfit, she is wearing black skinnie jeans combat boots a loose grey shit and leather jacket, honestly looks stunning.