I Don't Care If Heaven Won't Take Me Back

Chapter Twenty Seven

I tried to turn around and walk away but my feet wouldn't budge. It was like they were nailed so far into the ground I wouldn't be able to walk again. Everything is spinning and there are so many thought going on in my head that to the point where I don't know what they are anymore everything is a big blur. He's walking over to me and it's taking everything in my body to keep my composure, I finally got my tears to stop I want to be strong. I don't want to be the girl who is cheated on and cries for a lifetime. Once jack was about four feet away from me I was finally able to get myself to move so I could get the hell out of here.

"Kat-" I felt a hand grab my arm spinning me around. I'm not stupid I know who it was so I faced him and look him dead in the eye cutting him off.

"I'll make sure to let Stella know that daddy is working again... Working really hard to get into some girls pants" I huffed trying to walk away once again.

"Let me explain, let's talk about t-"

"Not tonight" I angrily said trying to put my foot down.

"Kate please, I love you so much, please can we just talk about this, I'll tell you everything! Babe please I don't want to lose you" he said stepping closer, I backed away so he couldn't come near me.

"You don't love me, if you did we wouldn't be standing here right now" I laughed frustrated "I really thought you changed, truly changed. I have always seen the good in you.. But now you are nothing more then the man whore gilinsky that I grew up knowing.. You have been him all along"

The look on his face almost broke me, the way his eyes didn't know where to look and his moth parted. He brought this on himself, he doesn't love me probably never has. All the things he told me, the note that I found in his locker, it was no more then a little crush not love. The part that hurts the most is at some point the rolls reversed and I'm the one who fell for him.

"I have never deserved you, I'm not good enough for you" He spoke quietly looking down, I can see small tears falling from his eyes. Instead of hurting because he supposedly loved all I feel is I fell numb, absolutely nothing.

"Your right jack you don't deserve me" I sighed biting my lip trying not to cry "I don't care if your not good enough for me.. I care if your good enough for Stella and in the past few moths you have proven not to be"

"I love Stella more then anything"

"Really?" I questioned "then why has that" I said pointing to the girl he was with earlier "and this" I said waving my hand around the house full of crowded high and drunk people "gotten your full attention and she has maybe had five minutes of your day?"

"I do-"

"I don't want to hear it" I put my hands up "bye jack" I thought he was going to fallow me but he didn't. I want to get the hell out of here but I have been drinking along with everyone else so I am stuck.

I decided to push through the crowded people trying to avoid anyone I know. I'm really not in the mood to hear anything they have to say I have had enough for one night. I grabbed a red solo cup putting some water in it then walked outside. I decided on calling an uber to get me home it seems like it is the best option I have right now.

"Woah, are you okay? Kate right?" Someone stopped in front of me, I looked up to see Kian the guy from earlier.

"Oh yea I'm fine" I lied wiping my tear stains cheeks.

"I have two older sister, I call bullshit" he laughed trying to lighten the mood, "what's going on"

"Honestly I just want to go home, I came out here to call an uber"