I Don't Care If Heaven Won't Take Me Back

Chaoter Fourty Eight

- FOUR MONTHS LATER-

JACK P.O.V

Don't get me wrong I'm excited to have more kids, I love Stella and my heart definitely has room for two more. But Kate, this pregnancy is way different then her first. Her first for the most part she was calm she had her days where she cried and bitch but it was rare. This one how ever she is like a walking monster, I get its different this time she's not only carrying one but two, were on the road constantly a different hotel room every other night and well Stella is a lot to handle. But honestly everything either makes her cry or mad there is no in between.

"Stella finish your food" I said as we were just getting done eating breakfast with Madeline and the boys while Karen slept in.

"I'm full" she complained after only take maybe six bites. Why is it that kids never want to eat their meals but the second it's clean up all they want to do is stuff their face? My daughter is the queen at that.

"Fine, if your so full then you won't need a snack before lunch"

"But-"

"That's what I thought" I said handing her the fork that she previously threw across the table.

I woke up early to make sure Stella was up and ready to go so Kate could sleep in. She hasn't been sleeping well at night with both the babies constantly moving around. I would never say it to her face but she is only seven months along and way bigger then she ever was with Stella. I don't know how she does it, I would be bitchey too.

"Keith texted me, we need to be on the buss in twenty minutes" Johnson said to all of us right as I looked over to see Stella had eaten all of her food. Threaten her with no snack worked every time.

"So who wants to wake up Kate?" I smiled at everyone.

"Sorry friend but that's your job"  Madeline laughed picking up Stella "but we will save the little girl from the wrath of her mother"

"Ya mommy always crabby" she empathized always "she needs a timeout"

"She just crabby cuz she has your baby brothers or sisters  in her tummy" Madeline said tickling Stella.

"Ugh" she sighed "I don't want them" Stella complained.

She has been having a hard time knowing that eventually she won't be the center of attention anymore. She has her moms brain the second we told her it hit that mommy and daddy will have to put a lot of our attention on them and that I feel bad for. So me and Kate have made a plan that once a week one of us will take her to have either a mom and daughter day or a father daughter day so she doesn't feel left out.

"Well I suppose" I sighed standing up to go wake Kate, we have to be on the buss in fifteen minutes.

Well this is going to be fun, I said to myself as I steeped In The elevator, I love Kate more then anything and will take the crabbiness for the babies any day , it just she is a lot to be around right now. I made it to our room and walked in the door to see that she was still sound asleep with a pillow between her legs for support and her mouth particularly open. I'm glad I packed all of our stuff up and brought it down to the buss this morning. So all I have to do is get her up and walk down. Some would say that's not hard at all, well think again.

"Babe" I said shaking her gently trying to wake her "Kate, baby wake up. It's time to go"

  She whimpered opening her eyes as she turned over so she was laying on her back "I'll help you up" I offered my hand out to her for support.