Catch Me When I Fall [BxB]

Rescue

I burst into even more tears, confused and lost, maybe even shattered.

I can't bring myself to believe he'd do something like that, but I have no other explanation. He's the only one I told and when I asked him not to tell anyone else, he technically never promised me that he wouldn't.

My heart feels heavy with betrayal and I can't for the life of me figure out why he'd even do something like that. Unless it's another one of his lame attempts to prove he's not a good person. 

That, or maybe it's because he's having unpredictable mood swings with his medication withdrawal.

Still, it's hard to comprehend how he could even do that to me.

"Khai? Is that you in there?"

The voice belongs to Zevon, but I feel too hurt and sad to want company right now.

"Go away." I say, sniffling.

"Why, what's wrong? What are you even doing in there?" He asks.

When I don't reply, Zevon tries again.

"I'm here for you, Khai. If you want to talk... is this about that rumour? What happened?"

"I said go away." I repeat.

While I appreciate him being concerned, I feel like my world has been torn apart. I'm no mood to be around anyone. I just want to be alone so I can process.

I guess Tyrone warned me and I know I kind of pushed my way into his life, but this hurts way more than I thought it would. Even if he doesn't owe me anything, even he didn't want the friendship in the first place, I can't help but feel mad and betrayed. 

There were different ways he could have gone about this.

Why would he build up my trust only to end it like this? 

I have so many questions.

I hold my breath momentarily, trying to hear if Zevon is still there.

While I don't feel like talking, it suddenly occurs to me that I'm locked in here. 

With no one to get me out, I'm stuck.

I get to my feet quickly, upset at myself for not thinking logically.

"Zevon... are you still there?" I ask, but there's no reply.

Why do I have to sabotage myself like this?

I sit on the floor again, wiping my tears away even though there's really no point to it since they won't stop falling.

Even though part of me can't get behind it being Tyrone, I feel heartbroken.

Heartbroken, and very trapped.

It's starting to make me nervous, knowing I can't get out. 

I just want to run home to my mom and cry to her.

I try the door again, hoping Zevon is maybe going to get someone to unlock it.

I sigh when I realize he probably didn't even know it was locked in the first place.

Am I going to be stuck here the whole weekend?

Apparently not, because the door starts rattling on it's own, seeing I'm no longer attempting to break free.

"Who's in here?" Someone asks, and it doesn't take me long to recognize that the someone is Tyrone.

I choose not to reply, mostly because my brain is hardly working at this point.