Part Of Me (Ereri / Riren)✔️

Hypnotic.

(Sorry this is short but I'm working on my book (which I just finished but now I'm working on the sexual go check it out if you'd like. It's in my works called "Our Promises" it's finished but in working on the sequel right now.) so updates on this might be a little slow so just bear with me ;3)

The blinding light poured into my eyes, I squinted and brought my hand up to my eyes, covering them to block out the very bright light. I opened my mouth and let out a weak groan, my voice cracked due to my very dry and sore throat. I blinked until my eyes adjusted to the light. The whiteness I was consumed in wasn't all bright as this. They were fluorescent bright lights, shining down on my. I wanted to move my head and look, but it had felt like a rock rested upon my head. I couldn't move and I couldn't breath. Everything felt fragile and I had to handle it with care. I put my hand back to my sides and breathed out. 'Where am I?' I asked myself. 'We were in a hospital, Eren.' My inside voice spoke up, telling me where my location was. 'Who......who saved me?' I asked Walter, suddenly remembering his names. 'That would be Levi, Eren.' He answered and spoke with a gentle and caring voice.

I knew Levi, he was my love, my light, my warmth. But why did I feel so cold and alone? Was he not here with me? Was he not here to warm me up? Was he warm? I didn't know the answer, but I knew Walter didn't either. I blinked more and more when I heard the door open and closed with a light slam. "Ah, you're awake, Mr. Jaëger." The feminine voice stated with a softer tone than Walter. I felt the bed where I was tucked under begin to rise and I was sitting somewhat up right. I could gaze at my surroundings. Something inside of my wanted to speak, but I couldn't. It wasn't like anything in my throat hurt, but I just didn't feel like it. I didn't feel the need. Who else would want to here my voice? Jason?

Jason.

The man who made me feel like this, the man who had taken my virginity away from my grasp. That was supposed to be for Levi to take when we were close enough. I was completely head over heels for that guy, and I knew it. I was so happy and grateful I had found him. Where was he? The nurse walked over to my bed and tucked her thin on my chine, grasping it very lightly. She tugged my chin down. My mouth now looked like an O, a light shining down into my throat. "Everything looks normal, except your injuries of course. I'll ask the doctor to put in more pain killers and I'll be back with some water and lunch." The word water made me swallow and lick my lips, parched.

I was so thirsty, hungry too. How long was I asleep? and what day and year was it? God I just wanted Levi. After about 30 minutes the Nurse came back, wheeling a small little white cart that held food and water. Once she placed the glass of water I gulped it down, so thankful for it. It soothed my rough and dry mouth. I was so thirsty and it was like walking in a desert and drinking from an oasis. It was nice and cold with about 2 ice Cubes and a refreshing taste. I let out a sigh of relief when I set down the empty glass. "How are you feeling?" The nurses asked again as I swallowed some food down my throat. I opened my mouth to respond, but the words wouldn't come out. Once I opened my mouth the events of Jason replayed over and over in my head, making me shut right up.

Jason loved hearing my screams of pain and my begs and pleas for him to stop for each hit he gave me. So every time I wanted to speak, I couldn't. I don't know why or how but I just didn't feel the need to speak due to the way Jason had treated me. I think the nurses noticed how I wasn't speaking or how I couldn't so she pulled a note book pad and a sharpie from her pocket and slid them to me. I gave her a thankful look and wrote down the words I was going to speak; "thank you, I'm fine, how long have I been asleep?" I slide the note book back to her and furrowed my eyebrows, showing I was wondering what day it is today. The nurses sighed and looked at me. "Don't worry, it's only been about 4 days, your friend Levi has been contacted and he will be arriving soon." She informed and took my now empty plate and wheeling back out of the room, shutting the wooden door behind her with a small click.

And that was it, I was alone, I had no one to speak to and no one to talk---write to. I watched the infomercial on the big and bulky   Black hospital TV. It was boring but it was better than twiddling with my thumbs and playing with my note book. Only about 2 minutes passed and it felt like 2 years. I was now just staring at the ceiling.

'Hey, Walter?' I shut my eyes as I had a mind conversation with a voice in my head. 'Yes, Eren?' He asked, his voice filled with curiosity and attention. 'Why can't I speak? Do I not have vocal cords?' I had asked, but I was mostly questioning myself, although i was well aware Walter was defiantly listening to my questions. 'Yes you have vocal cords, Eren. Your body just isn't letting you speak due to the way Jason treated you in the past beatings he gave you.' He informed me, explained everything with a soothing and comforting tone. Just like the nurse he was calm and collective, no worry was in either of their voices. It was nice.

"Eren?! Where is he?! Er----" I felt a surge and warmth floor through my body as my eyes widened and I sucked in a deep and harsh breath, knocking me out of the deep thoughts. And I knew exactly who was standing in my door way I didn't even need to peek over at him.

Levi.

My warmth.