Part Of Me (Ereri / Riren)✔️

Endlessly.

Sorry it's short and crappy and sorry for spelling errors :3

With ever breath Levi took, it was filled with one thing.

Regret.

He regretted so much. Eren was his drug. You can't just switch to a new one. It isn't the same. It doesn't feel right. Maybe I'm not explaining it enough, but Levi just regretted everything. Every. Last. Little thing. When he took his first swig of his horrid drink is when it all had started. It was crazy. Levi ran faster, rounding the corner. His breath hitches. He stopped. Dropping to his knees at the sight. It wasn't a bad sight. No no. It was Eren. Eren looked so, at peace. Sitting straight up, a 90 degree angle. His tanned and soft skin practically glowing from the sun radiating its light upon it. Eren looked like an angel. A beautiful yet scared angle. His messy perfect hair framed him so well. Levi got the feeling, the same heart clenching feeling he had when he first looked at him.

It was true beauty at its finest. Levi was at a break even of between his feelings. Was it regret, or love that he felt. He knew it was both, Levi was well assure of that. But what was that one word to describe how he all felt? His heart was racing more than normal. No longer was it the stone cold one from before. It was amazing. Oh yeah. That one word. It made Levi feel more at peace. More....more....

Human. That was the word. Human was how he felt. The warmth flowing freely through his body. Levi soaked it up like the little sponge he is, not wanting to give the feeling away to anyone. Levi treasured the feeling of bliss and tranquility. I'm sorry if I lose myself to these words. It just, Levi was so happy in this moment. That was until, Eren looked up  and made contact with his dark sky grey but blue eyes. It made him over flow with more regret, his heart beat pumping faster against his chest even Levi could hear it. Eren probably could to. Levi did feel like a monster, a demon. A freak. He wanted to have Eren forgive him, but he doubted it.

Levi watched as Erens beautiful eyes filled with tears and pour out one by one. Now to Levi they were sadness tears, that Eren hated the sight of the disgusting demon thing in front of him only a couple meters away.

Drip

Drop

Drip

Drop.

Rain splayed against Levi's flesh, and Erens as well. It was now raining all over again. No one can tell if you are crying if you are in the shower or in the rain. But why would you cry in the beautiful rain? It is what makes a rainbow, it isn't hurting you. It's simple pleasing rain. Unless it is thunder or lightning. This was turning into a Cliche romantic part, but it was cute.

Levi watched again as Eren got up, and sprinted. The only thing that made his eyes widen in happiness and gratefulness is that Eren was running to him. To Levi. His warmth. His happiness. His everything. Levi couldn't move, couldn't breath. He even held it in due to his throat clenching up in excitement.

Two long and slender skinny arms wrapped around Levis neck, fitting perfectly in place, like puzzle pieces. They were a perfect match. It was just a mistake. Petra and Levi was a disgusting mistake. A choice Levi would forever for eternity, regret.

"Levi..." Eren cried out, speaking so slowly and softly, right into Levis listening ear. Levi gasped louder when Eren squeezed him. Levi just hugged back and cried, right onto Erens shoulder, letting the feelings pour from his broken heart; like the broken mug and coffee. "Eren.....Eren Eren Eren Eren Eren Eren Eren." He repeated and repeated "Eren" over and over again. He loved the way it rolled off his tongue. "Did it mean anything?" Eren was almost cut off by Levi pulling away from the loving embrace. It was raining harder now. More furiously. The clouds were getting darker. "No! No no no it meant nothing Eren I promise I....I love you. So much it hurts." Levi cupped Eren chubby cheeks which were wet with rain or tears, Levi didn't know. Eren just smiled and nodded, no longer feeling the need to talk. But he had forced himself to speak the last words before his throat decided to close up again.

"I love you and forgive you, Levi."

Those words warmed Levis heart. Making him feel like he was in the clouds. Eren had that effect on him. And after that touching and embracing moment, that would be forever remembered. And Eren never felt the need to speak again, well, until one day. But that's another story. Levi didn't mind, Levi didn't care. Because in that moment, Levi loathed Erens voice ringing adorably through his ears. But Levi didn't need Eren to talk to be able to understand him. Because Levi hear him. Like understood him and who he was. Levi HEARS Eren. Levi and Eren love each other

Endlessly