Kongpob stared at the window in the canteen annoyed. Annoyed with his work, annoyed with this company, annoyed with himself, annoyed with everything. And it was all his mates fault. Everything was his mates fault.
Why? Because his mate decided he needed to be in Singapore for two whole weeks and didn't take him with him. He had asked to go, and Arthit had told him no. Though Kongpob was disappointed he didn't say anything. It wasn't like he could demand his alpha take him along. He had no right to demand anything form his alpha. Not even his time. So when his alpha said no he just accepted it. What else could he do?
"What has you looking so annoyed?" Aim asked sitting down across from him.
Kongpob jump slightly, being drawn out of his thoughts. He looked at Aim a slight frown on his face. He hadn't noticed the other omega walking up to him. "Everything" Kongpob told him honestly turning back to look outside.
Two years of being with his alpha, of being in his alpha care and he was still jumpy. He still got scared when there were to many alphas around. He still got scared when people started fighting, started yelling, if people moved to fast.
Two years of slowly, building a trust with his alpha. Of slowly, liking, his alpha, of falling in love with his alpha. At least...he thinks he was in love with his alpha.
"Are you missing your alpha?" Aim teased.
Kongpob looked at Aim thinking. It's been two years since they became actual friends. Or at least two years since Kongpob acknowledged that they were friends. He had not realized that Aim, Wad, Tew and Oak had coincided him a friend this whole time. Maybe it was due to the way he was treated or just the way the though of himself, but it never once crossed his mind. The same with Pear, she always called him her friend, but he didn't think the same way. At least not till two years ago when everything started changing.
Instead of answering Aim question, Kongpob decided to ask his own. "Aim...how did you know you were in love with Pete?"
Kongpob sudden question had Aim fork stop halfway to his mouth. Never in all the years he has known Kongpob did he think the other man would ask that. He didn't think Kongpob would ask any question actually.
"What do you mean?" Aim lowered his folk looking at the other omega.
Kongpob turned his attention to Aim, a slight blush on his cheeks. "I mean...how did you know...what feelings did you have that told you, you were in love with Pete?"
Aim tapped his finger on the table head tilted to the side thinking a small smile forming on his face. "Well...there were a lot of different things that helped me realize I was in love with that buffoon."
"Do you...are they the same for everyone?"
"Everyone falls in love differently. For me...I honestly can't say. One day we were joking, play fighting, when it just hit me, that I was in love with him."
"Oh..." Kongpob looked down at the table playing with his fingers.
"Do you...think you are in love with your alpha?"
"I don't know." Kongpob told him honestly. "I don't know what love is really. I didn't have it growing up after my mae died."
Aim nodded understanding where Kongpob is coming from. He grew up with loving parents in a loving household, but for someone that grew up like Kongpob did. He could understand Kongpob question.
"How about, I ask you some questions, and we try and figure it out together okay?"
"Sure." Kongpob blushed nodding.
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Peraya One Shot
FanfictionKongbop and Arthit Tam and Phi Title says it all lol Chapters are 1- ? (guess it depends on how i feel about the story lol) **Updates will be slow.** Smut Fluff Agust
