Broken by kittykat92002

Chapter:15 Safe

Chapter:15 Safe
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( Alexia's. P.O.V. )

I was in never ending darkness. I tried to move but I couldn't. I was paralysed . I screamed but the sound only echoed throughout the endless maze. I called out for East, Hunter , my little Sam , panicky but no reply came. I screamed and screamed as an unbearable pain hit me in the chest and I suddenly felt sick. I found it hard to breathe as I continued to cough violently , my screams barely hearable amongst my coughing . I began running everywhere , tears running down my face as my heart broke as i trembled still running , running away from light trying to capture me , as I screamed for my brothers . I couldn't breathe as I continued to cough violently but that didn't stop me form running, not when father might have them. Oh god!! I picked up my pace haunted images of Alexandru , laying limp in my bloody arms , the scar over my heart suddenly burning with such intensity I screamed louder , the pain unbearable as my body lit up into flames , and I could no longer breathe. I clutched at my throat , coughing and clawing for air , but it never came. Tears poured down my face as I hoarsely attempted to scream for the comfort North had once given me, and in that moment I wanted nothing more than to be back in his arms. I screamed louder , my cries piercing the eery silence in the never ending dark maze but no matter what I did I still laid crumpled and clawing at my throat for air . My body shaking with silent painful sobs as I cried for my brothers , screaming for them to run , screaming for them to be safe. To run away from this god awful life and don't ever look back. A mistake I once made long ago , that still haunts me to today. Phew ugh my blurry haze I saw the light creeping closer and closer burning my skin more and more and I screamed harder , pleading the pain to stop but it was No use. Just as I began to feel myself slipping away , a pair of familiar violet eyes filled my vision , the same ones that have haunted me for years now. They were getting closer , no longer filled with the spark they used to . I screamed and tried to move away from him as far away as I could tears and hurt filling my eyes as I felt myself break into a million pieces. I never wanted to see those eyes ever again. But instead of screaming my pain and betrayal and anger ... All that came out was a choked

'Why...'

Before I was taken into the light , screaming .

I bolted up coughing and choking violently and my vision was blurred but I suddenly felt hands all on me and I flinched and cowered away from them all whimpering feeling my stomach churn even more as I moved as far away form them as possible choking and coughing still. I heard mixed slurred voices around me but once stood out clearly and I felt myself relax involuntary as that one voice that stood out was Dr.Drakes. I felt hands on my cheeks again cupping them and I coughed harder trying to push Dr.Drake away as his coconut cologne as it was suddenly too strong and I found myself unable to breathe in fresh air. I coughed harder tears filling my eyes without my permission . I pushed the kind doctor Drake away with what little strength I had left as my chest continued to burn and I climbed out of whatever bed I was in , and sprinted away , tumbling and tripping every few seconds as I struggled to make out my surroundings through blurred glassy eyes .

I stumbled as I continued to run weakly clinging to whatever I could get my hands on to hold my weak form up as I desperately searched for a bathroom in this strange place. Suddenly finding one I immediately stumble through and find my knees buckle as I let go of my chest just in time as I heave crimson red liquid up into the toilet bowl . My body shook and I whimpered at the pain as my broken healing ribs rattled violently against one another with each lurch I did as I continued to heave red liquid . Suddenly it was hard to breathe and he coughing began again , as well as the painful burning sensation in my chest but no tears fell as I retreated into the numb cold blanket that wrapped around me allowing me to feel nothing like I have trained myself to do so over so many years.