I do, I need you. #wattys2016

Silly Capitol Movies.

The second day of training was a piece of cake compared to the first. On the first we pushed our bodies to the absolute breaking point then stopping only when needed. I took one break, Peeta on the other hand took many, I made him on account of his leg. We ate a lot those days, stocking up on carbohydrates and proteins. Peeta pulled an unthinkable stunt and brought me a piece of bread.

Instantly I started balling my eyes out like I did when he proposed. After we had calmed down he lit the fireplace and we toasted the bread together. And in twelve, that would mean we were married. Sure some of the richer people in our district would have actual weddings; which I'm sure if we live Effie will make us have.

After we we had done the toasting. He asked me if I was ready for .... You know. I told him I didn't know, and even if I was ready I didn't want my first time to be here. He understood completely and told me that after we get out, he'll make it the most special time ever. I wanted to tell him I wouldn't be going back to twelve ever. That I would be dying within a week, but I stopped and started talking of his love life.

He tried speaking of mine, but it was completely nonexistent. He told me Gale was kind of my love life, but I laughed and told him I never ever thought of him that way. He would always kiss me sure, and maybe sometimes I would we jealous when he was with other prettier girls. But I never wanted to marry or date him. We where too much alike, and people already thought we were cousins. It would be weird if we started randomly dating.

Peeta and I also did a lot of talking about what we wanted out of our lives. I told him I wanted to keep him alive and prim and all of our friends alive, even if it meant me dying myself. When I asked him he said he wanted to marry me and have children, and live a long happy life by my side. Then I changed my goals to the same as him. Although I'm not to sure I want children, but if Peeta does I'll almost have to. Because of all he's done for me it's the least I can do.

We have a few hours left of the day before we have to head to the Capitol. I was told if we were actually able to get Snow, to call to Coin because she wanted to be there for the execution.

Peeta and I plan to spend our last remaining hours as a married couple together. I had brought use two helpings of breakfast each and we planned on locking the doors behind us.  We relit the fireplace and snuggled together. He told me he loved me every other second, kissed me in between.

"Is it weird to know that in within a week I'll be dead?" I whisper into his chest. He shakes his head and kisses me.

"You won't be dead. Your a fighter." He continues to fill me with confidence. I frown.

"I'm not. I'll be dead Peeta, snow wants me dead and he'll stop at nothing. You know that."

"Let's just not talk about it Katniss." He shushes me. "We only have a few hours left together, at least until I get to the Capitol. It will be two days."

"We'll be okay Peeta." I assure him. There's a knock at the door and we both frown. "I'll get it."

"No, please."

"Fine." The knocking persists and I yell for them to come in loudly

Gale walks in the door, he sits next to Peeta.

"Can I talk to you quickly?" He asks Peeta.

"Yeah, Katniss?" He looks to me and I walk from the room and into my mother compartment.

Prim and my mother are both sleeping. So I write a note telling them where we are going tonight. I said I love you, kissed their foreheads then got out of there as fast as I could. I didn't want to be there for their wake, just like when I volunteered there would be tears.