My beautiful family

Chapter 48

I woke up and Connor was still nowhere to be found. Maybe he is at his house. I'll go later be probably won't want to see me.

I got up and picked up Jacob who is now awake and is hungry. I went to my room and took a shower and gave Jacob a bath.

I put his gray Magon sweats on and a Cameron Dallas shirt. I put on his socks and little hand mittens cause his hands are cold.

He is almost 1 month old. I can't believe it. Cameron was so excited to be his father figure. I was happy too I couldn't ask for a better father for my child.

I changed into gray Magon sweats and my Espinosa hoodie. I had my sleeves rolled up cause of my cast and realized I can't cook for anyone.

"Cam can you make me breakfast. I can't cook with one hand." He nodded and kissed my cheek. Smiling he walked to the kitchen.

I blushed and followed him with J still in my arms. I saw down and fed him a bottle. After he ate Hayes took him cause he wanted to play with him.

I ate with Cameron and it was really nice. Cameron asked me on a date Friday night and of course I said yes.

He finally kissed my lips and smiled. I blushed and buried my face in his chest. We walked to the couch and laid down. My head was on his chest and our legs entwined together.

He was holding my waist in his hands drawing designs on my hips. Hayes was playing with J and Nash was in the shower.

The rest of the boys were still asleep. Suddenly there was a knock on the door. I got up and answered it.

It was the mailman. He handed me the mail and left. I opened a letter that had my name on it. It was from Connor.

Dear Lina,
I couldn't say goodbye. I knew I screwed up our relationship and your with Cameron now. But I couldn't see Jacob and say goodbye forever. You are an amazing mother and I hope Cameron helps more then me. I love you and Jacob. I'm in Minnesota for school I don't know when I'll be home. Tell everyone sorry.
Love,
Connor.

I couldn't believe this. He left without saying goodbye to his son. I'm happy he did though. I just hope Cameron helps me.

Jacob needs a father. Even if it has to be Hayes. I will not let my son grow up not knowing his father. One day he will know about Connor. Just not now.