If It's Meant To Be - Part 3

Chapter 859

Kyanne's POV

Kiendra has been sick all week so mummy and daddy have been looking after her and ignoring me... like they normally do. Corey has gone back to uni so I have no one to speak to but I ft him sometimes. I don't complain to mummy and daddy about them not paying attention to me because they always say that they're sorry and they will start to play with me but they never do so I don't say anything. I lock myself in my bathroom in the night to just be by myself or I ft Corey but sometime he is busy.

Right now, mummy and daddy are putting Kiendra to sleep and giving her medicine. I'm just sitting on my bed finishing up my maths homework for school. There was knocking on my door which made me look up
"yh"
Mum and dad walked in and I looked back down
"Night ky ky" they both smiled at me
"night." I replied without looking up at them and then they left.

Sometimes I think that there's just no point of me being here anymore if noone pays attention to me. Every night I try to go away but it doesn't work. I can never get the knife to go through my leg. It just leaves a bunch of cuts that bleed. They bleed alot. It's not good enough. I am still here. I just want to go away from everyone and be myself. Im 7 years old but I'm sure I will be fine by myself.

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Everyone was asleep now, so I crept downstairs and went into the kitchen. I opened the draw with all the big knifes and took out my favourite one with a smile. I crept back upstairs into my room and locked myself in the bathroom. I sat in the bath and started to cut at my skin. I like the look of the red blood pouring down my legs. It is so pretty. I cut on both of my legs because Ik noone will see it.

At school, I always put on my joggers for PE before taking off my skirt so noone can see it. I also don't like wearing shorts and if mummy tells me to, I put tights on.

I looked down at my legs which was now covered in blood, my eyes blurred as the tears started. I wiped my tears quickly and turned the water on. I washed my legs and and then I washed all the blood down the drain. I dried my legs and applied plasters to the places that wouldn't stop bleeding. I washed the blood off my knife and then crept downstairs. I couldn't move that fast because my legs were soar. When I got downstairs, I put the knife in the dishwasher and then made my way back upstairs.

I tucked myself in my bed and let out a loud sigh. I shut myself and forced myself to go to sleep before I started to cry again.

~week later~

Corey's POV

It is finally summer holidays so it is like half way through July. I'm coming home today and I really wanna put a smile on Kyanne's face because Ik she's been a bit sad lately.
When I get home, it's gonna be about 8am so Kyanne should be sleeping.

I unlocked the door and walked into the kitchen to see my parents and Kiendra..
"HI!!!" She ran into my arms
I smiled "Hi, hi mum hi dad"
"Hi"
"Where's Kyanne?"
"Sleeping"
"Okay" I said walking upstairs to her room.
I slowly opened the door to see her sleeping. I walked over to her and then pulled off her duvet. My eyes opened wide and I gasped.
"omdz Kyanne"
She wriggled in bed and then slowly opened her eyes.
"Corey!!!!" she jumped onto me and hugged me and I hugged her back
"How are you?" I asked
"I'm fine" she smiled
I raised an eyebrow "then what all this?" I asked tracing my hand down her cuts. She looked down and then jumped up pulling down her nightie.
"Pleaseeee don't tell mum and dad" She begged me
"why did you do it?" I was genuinely upset
"because noone wants me so I wanted to go away" she said looking down at her feet
I didn't even know what say so I just pulled her in for a hug.

My 7 year old sister self harms.