Bailey's POV
Today in school, Skyler has been acting strange and I can't help but think it's my fault 😔
I feel so bad but at the same time I just feel like shit.
The only male figure in my life don't like me. At all.
It woulda been calm if I had brothers but I'm an only child.
Ahhh 😴😴
All day in school ive felt so agitated. I just wanna go home.
I watched the clock.
Only a few seconds.
...
The bell went and I basically flew outta the school and went straight home.
When I got there, my mum wasn't home so I just assumed she was at work. I went upstairs to my room, put my things down then went into the bathroom.
I started to undress ready for my shower and I looked down at my arm and my eyes started to sting with tears.
I opened the cabinet and took out a blade.
I clench my fist and the colour red started to paint a picture on my arm.
Isaac's POV
"Dad I don't want to" one of the twins complained.
Ngl I have no idea which one I'm speaking to rn 😅😅
"I'm not asking you again, go clean your room with your brother or you're not going to see Raven and Caine"
"Argh fine" he groaned "KAMAL COME AND HELP ME!!"
Okay I was speaking to Jamal 😅
"Daddy?"
I turned around and looked at Janai
"Yes princess?"
She put her arms out and I smiled and picked her up
"What's up princess?"
"Where's mummy?"
"She's out with Aunty Aaliyah"
"Oh okay"
"How was nursery?"
She smiled "it was good I was doing painting today"
"What did you paint?"
"A castle"
I smiled "that's good princess"
She smiled "thank you daddy"
Christa's POV
"Andy?"
"Yes beautiful?"
"Where you going?"
"Shops with Ashley"
"Oh buy me suin please" I smiled
"What d'you want?"
I shrugged making him chuckle
He walked over to me and kissed my forehead
"Laters"
"Bye" I smiled
Ahhh he so cute
"BYE MUMMY!!" Ashley shouted up the stairs
I giggled "BYE PRINCESS!!"
Isis's POV
Rah this is proper effecting Skyler.
She's basically been upset all day and bare uneasy.
Me and Jayda really don't know what to do.
I guess her and Bailey are gonna have to go through this together.
Skyler's POV
I decided to go and see Aunty Jaydene to get more of an understanding.
We were sitting in her bedroom rn
"So basically Aunty Jaydene, please don't tell anyone this"
"I won't"
"But my boyfriend self harms" I looked down
She gasped and covered her mouth
"Yh and I just wanted to talk to you to get more of an understanding of it"
"Oh right okay, well for starters,
Never react in a bad way towards or because you'll always make the person feel bad about themselves"
"Oh no"
"What?"
"I cried when I found out, is that bad?"
She shook her head "that's understandable seeing as you care about him and it probably came as a shock right?"
I nodded
"Have you seen his cuts"
I nodded again
"Did he tell you why?"
"Ik why he feels so upset and depressed with himself but he only said cutting helps the situation I just don't understand how"
"This is basically how it works" she started "when you're experiencing a lot of emotional pain, like when you're really really upset, it causes physical pain in your chest" she put her hand over her chest "and when you cut it feels like all the pain in your chest leaves through your cuts if that makes sense"
I slowly nodded
"But that's what it feels like, that's not what's happening"
"Then what's happening?"
"The pain you're causing yourself by cutting distracts your brain from the emotional pain in your chest and therefore feels like it goes away and you're helping yourself feel better"
"Righttt"
"But your boyfriend may not know this right now, it takes time to realise this"
I nodded "what should I do?"
"Little things help a lot tbh. Like telling him you love him that little bit more. Giving him an unexpected kiss. Complimenting him. You don't even have to buy him anything, just make him feel good about himself. But, you need to be able to catch him when he's most likely to cut, so he'll probably do it when he gets home from school.
This is because during school you bottle up all your feelings and act as if everything's okay and cutting will be the way to relax yourself and release all those emotions and stress. Another time will be during the night. This is when you other think which makes you upset and prone to cut again"
I thought for a moment "so he could've cut again already?"
She nodded
I slowly nodded "well thank you Aunty Jaydene" I said giving her a hug.
She hugged me back "No problem Skyler"
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If It's Meant To Be - Part 3
Romantizm**story started & published in 2014** The 3rd part of my story read If it's meant to be And If it's meant to be continued Before this one x
