If It's Meant To Be - Part 3

Chapter 999 - REDONE

I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THIS SO PLEASE PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT AGAIN X

SORRY GUYS

Bailey's POV
It's been 5 days and I'm dying.
I need to cut so badly 😭😭😭
Bottling up all this pain isn't helping at all.
I find myself crying a lot more tbh and I'm so much angrier. Like I want to break so many things. Obviously when I'm around Skyler I act like everything is okay so she can see that I'm being strong for her. I don't want her to develop an eating disorder because of me.

I'm always in the gym nowadays aswell trying to calm down. I lift weights and use the punching bags but nothing can compare to the feeling that I get when they blade cuts open my skin.
That feeling is literally the best.
Ahhh I need to do it again 😩😩
But Skyler will notice 👀

Nah I can't do this man. I called Skyler asking her to come over...

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"So what did you want to speak about?" She asked me
I sighed "Skyler I can't do this anymore"
"Do what..?"
"This not cutting thing. I can't do it"
"Babe you've been doing so well tho"
"No ive been acting like I've been doing well when really I haven't"
"Wdym"
"I've been feeling like shit and I've been so angry. Breaking things and shit. Using the punching bag everyday. Crying. Everyday. I literally can't do this anymore."
She looked away

Skyler's POV
It hurt to hear how much Bailey or hurting tbh.
It hurt even more knowing that I could do nothing about it.
"Please don't cry" he said
I turned back to face him fighting back all my tears.
I took a deep breath "I won't cry. Erm-"
I had no words so I just gave him a hug and he held me tight.
"Bailey if you need to cut you can"
"But then you won't eat"
"I'll continue to eat. I promise."
"See they another thing. I don't want to break our promise"
"It's fine Bailey-"
"No it's really not"
I didn't say anything acknowledging the fact that he has put himself in a really peak dilemma.
Should he keep his promise?
Or
Should be cut?

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