Rpw : Fanservices Book 2

Fanservice 240.

To : Xyres Reo Fxckingrein
From : Drex PB 

  Something's off with your smile. I can see that. I can see in your eyes that you're in pain, suffering. 'What's going on with you?' I really wanna ask you those words. So I hugged you and you hugged me back. "Babe—" my sentence broke when you finally spoke. "Drex, I can't take it anymore! I'm breaking up with you!" You said as you pushed me away. My eyes widened and still in shock. I looked directly into your eyes. I can see you now, crying. I wipe off your tears using my thumb. "Tell me you're just joking. Tell me that this is just a fucking dream! Babe tell me!!" I shout as my tears started to fall. "Why babe? Why are you doing this to me? Did I do something wrong? Is there something about me that you hate? Name it and I'll change it for you , babe... Just please...don't break up with me .. please babe.. I'm begging you. I love you..." I fell on my knees. You turned around and took a step. "No Drex! It's not a joke and this ain't a fucking dream. Drex! Wake up!? This is reality! Let's just face it. I don't love you anymore okay? We're not meant for each other. So do me a favor will you? Forget everything about us, forget everything about me. Don't make this hard for the both of us, Drex. You don't have to kneel. That won't change the fact that I don't love you anymore." You started to walk away. I laugh still crying. I'm going nuts about you. That's how much I love you."Fuck babe! Am I nothing to you? After all what we've been through? Our memories? Our happy moments? Our relationship? Our goals? And our plans for the future? Is it just nothing to you? As I can see right now, it is! How could you throw them away in just a blink of an eye? " I stood up. "Yesterday was so much fun. 'We' were having so damn much fun! How did we end up this way, babe? Tell me." You stopped walking. "You don't understand. And you will never understand. I don't care anymore with all that fucking memories or whatever! What do you want me to do? Continue this fucking relationship!? What if we continue it? It wont work out as it was suppose to be. Just face the reality Drex. " You said still not facing me. I cried. I ran towards you and held your wrist, trying to stop you. I faced you. I held your both shoulder. "Look into my eyes! Look at me babe! Now tell me that you don't love me anymore and you're breaking up with me! Tell me!" I shouted on you, still tears falling down. You look directly into my eyes. "Please Drex, don't make this hard for m—" I cut you off. "JUST FUCKING TELL ME!" I shout. Your eyes widened, shocked, but you remained your posture. "I D-Don't Love you anymore Drex... Can we please stop this? I can't take this anymore." You said and cried really hard. I wipe off my tears and put a weak smile on my face. "Okay, if that's what you really want? We're done. But let me have a favor and hugged you for just a half second. That's what all I need right now." I hugged you really tight. Damn I'm gonna miss this hug. Damn I'm gonna miss this scent. Damn I'm gonna miss this feelings every time I'm with you. And a fucking big damn I'm gonna miss YOU. Exactly 30 seconds I managed to stop hugging you. I glance at your face for the very last time and forced to smile genuinely. "So this is really goodbye then. I just want you to know that I really love you. I did all my best but I think It wasn't all good enough for you. I should've known. I guess I didn't do better enough. Just promise me you'll be happy with your decision. I'm not letting you go because I don't love you. I'm letting you go because that's how much I fucking love you. I'm letting you go even if it breaks me. That's what love is right? You'll sacrifice everything to make someone you really love to be happy, even if it takes your own happiness." Another tear fell down from my eyes. "Goodbye." I turned around and walked away. Now I'm done about love. I wont get involve in this fucking love situation again! All I know right now is hatred. Hatred for every girl in this world.