Rpw : Fanservices Book 2

Fanservice 278.

To : Yoona Sym
From : Kim Xiumin BaoZii

It was one of those nights wherein I cannot sleep.

I remember so well the picture of her smiling at me each day. Her laugher fills my empty hours especially when I am in pain. But why, why does it have to be like this. I am now closing my eyes right now, then from there, I am taken aback to the time where there was she and I .

"Baozi~oppa" She said happily.
"What is it this time ?" I annoyingly replied.

This girl has been following me for two years now. Ever since I enrolled in this university she did nothing but to annoy me.

"Treat me today baozi~oppa, I promise to be good."
"No." I coldly added, turning my back then left her alone.

Three weeks passed on that incident and I could not believe she stopped in stalking me. well, that is the term I can use as of the moment.
I am now sitting on the bleachers, together with my friends.

"Hyung, why is she not around today?" Chanyeol, the derp king asks me.
"Beats me? isn't it a good thing that hyung can be peaceful for once?" I mock him.
"You'll eventually miss her " Kyungsoo whispered.

Miss her? Do I miss her? No way. Time escalated quickly, and now it is dismissal. I was walking along the corridors when I passed by her room; I know she brought me here once. The room seems to be emitting a gloomy aura, I peek in to see what is happening ..

I couldn't believe what I am seeing .

Impossible! Why is she...

"Xiumin oppa?" a familiar tone brought me back to my senses.
"Y-yes?" I stuttered.

"Hi, I am her best friend. She wanted me to give this note to you." her best friend said giving me the note.
I went home earlier than expected; still my eyes are in flame. What I saw is that her photo, at the center of their room, surrounded with flowers. A photo of her which is lifeless; I was in pain.

I opened the note and read it .

"Dear Baozi~oppa. If you are reading this, probably you won't be seeing me again, the reason why I keep on bugging you is that I have a deep affection for you. However, you did not notice it ! instead, you thought I am an annoyance. Xiu-oppa, I was having an ailment, and my only wish is that you tell me you are thankful someone has a crush on you or you never smile when you see me. Saranghae oppa, and annyeong."

My hands were trembling as I finish it .

I am now over of the incident; I still feel guilty about what happened. Four years passed by, still it was one of those nights when I keep on reading her last note, remembering how a big jerk I was for not telling her that I, Xiumin also loves her.

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