Rpw : Fanservices Book 2

Fanservice 357.

KHUN WOLFGANG'S

Break up act: 5 - 10 - 17

I looked at her and avoided her gaze.... Because of you...

I ... probably should say this in person. I texted you. About whether you're free today or not. You immediately then replied that you are free. I gulped. This is getting me nervous. But still, I have to say this as soon as possible... I have to... I shouldn't put this off any longer.

"Khun! Here!" You waved your hand and smiled widely. How can I possibly do this... I can't even look straight in your face.

"Hi..." You then grabbed my hand and took me into a restaurant. We sat and you started picking your food excitedly. I remember... this is your favorite restaurant and we always stop by here whenever we go on a date. I frowned. I hope you didn't notice.

"I can't pick. I love this and this... and also this... I just can't..." I laughed.

"Just pick the usual." I smiled. I will never forget this and those moments with you... too bad... my feelings... changed. It's not your fault... it's me who has a problem... you are just too good for me.

"Okay!"

We spent the day together. We watched a horror movie. As usual, you got so scared and covered your eyes... Why watch when you're scared anyway haha. We sang. I knew that that was the last time I'm hearing your angelic voice so I sang few songs and picked most of the songs for you to sing...We did many things until finally...the moon came out. I think... this is the right time.

"It's late. Let's get going." No. I can't let you go just yet. I grabbed your arm. You stopped and looked at me.

"... Hold on... I have something to say..."

"W...what? Why do you look so serious? It's not like we're not going to see each other anymore." I was shocked for a moment. I didn't say anything and avoided your eyes. So... you really felt something was wrong.

"Why? Is it because of her?" You were trembling. This is really my fault. I really don't want to see you like this but... I have to say this... this is the right thing for the both of us.

"It's... complicated. If I keep seeing you like this, I'd feel bad about you." I looked at you straight in the eye. Your tears are piling up. My chest... it hurts. If it hurts like this just by seeing you in pain... how about you... feeling the pain I caused...

"Like this? Like what?.... Do you love her?" Your voice cracked. Your tears started to fall... I wanted to embrace you and ease your pain... but that'll only make it worse.

"Yes... I love her."

"Okay. Bye." You turned around.

"Uh... I'll walk you home. It's already late and..."

"It's fine."

I just stared at your back... Slowly disappearing as you move farther away from me. I held my chest trying to control my breathing. I...

I'm sorry.